Sleeping too much

Thanks for the push @TAB. As u know I walked the block, took dog, took load to tip, put trailer back & refilled it. My trailer has a Jackie wheel - or is it a Jockie wheel? - otherwise I wouldn't be able to move it, kinda just lean lol. Sneak around the back road cause trailer tyres have had it.

Just had a late lunch, salmon sandwich & tea

Watching Heartbeat episode on computer 🙂

Ha! stupid saying, not true

Crash & burn day today. Sitting in the cafe trying to 'regroup' - very anxious (probably should have picked decaf re hands even shaking). Set alarm for early Gynae F/Up Apt but woke with palpitations and nausea, so had to ring and cancel re 40min drive grr. Took 3hrs to settle but fought off the anxiety enough and got out the house - I have mail to post and licence renewal due today. Got to Police stn re licence & it was CLOSED, at 1130, grr (country police availability is a joke in these small towns). So is went to the library - but grr - it was CLOSED too - doesn't open 'till 2:30pm - keep forgetting the mornings they're open. Don't know why this is flustering me so much, so here I am sitting in a cafe (noisy busy lunch hour) trying to pull myself together before doing mail in case I stuff that up too. And maybe then I better go home, do some gardening or something, go to bed. Just needed to talk to someone - really teary too, weird, no real triggers. Maybe that metabolic toxicity thing you talk about F&H. Guess we'll 'get there' - wherever that is lol

hey @Former-Member,

thanks for your post...i hope the day gets better for you, it sounds like a bad day so far for you. Gardening sounds like an awesome idea...soooo relaxing 🙂

ps if you think you the photo you posted will allow others to identify you could you please replace it with another photo (sorry to be a grinch but the forum has that rule with the best interests and safety of everyone in mind)

For us @Teej, @Faith-and-hope, - just do the best we can - that's all we can do. I thanks for kind reply. Sorry, seems odd we're all struggling a little atm, maybe had enough of summer. Teej - you give yourself time to settle into your course - takes a min of 3wks to establish a new routine. I'm so impressed that your doing this study - there will be so many personal gains in sticking with it - not just 'employment' but if you have to defer - so what! There's a saying my son quoted me actually "even if you miss the mark - you're still way ahead of this who never even try" So well don't so far my Teej. Just quietly, You're getting me thinking of returning to my tafe Dip Community Case Manager Studies (maybe).

F&H, what's with this WH making plans without you grr! Just when you thought you might get a bit of a break - doubleGrr! When is easter - usually around my birthday 28/03 somewhere (hi birthdau guru @Shaz51 how are u?). Anyways, keep swimming!

@NotLabelDefined, I took that pic down as requested (of bombed out woman trying to mow the grass with an indoor vac), certainly don't wish to breech any guidelines but for future reference it might help the know why? Its not a pic of me. Just wondering what was wrong about it plz - but dumb here lol Thanks 🙂

My front sunroom just got flooded out again, grr We had storm and the heaviest downpour and hail and wind, and not even a storm warning (is BOM warnings on strike? Normally they're giving false alarms. Anyway, closed in veranda sunroom leaks through roof, I keep a very large plastic tub under the leak just in case but when I checked it had overflowed quite a lot drenching the carpet grr grr! Jugged surplas out (x5 buckets full) and well, just let it dry out. Hasn't happened for 2yrs drat Need to move cause can't afford to fix these things.