Sleeping too much

Thanks @PeppiPatty,

i hope you are ok too.💜🤗

sorry @Faith-and-Hope but

A. I don't agree.

It FEELS like that you have truly loved a male in your life but your not able to share yourself presently.

It FEELS like you can stop playing someone's game anymore.

I have been thinking of your posts every now and again......they have hung just outside my head like a piece of trembling white paper. You are allowed to do something different......

Im not asking you to tip the applecart. I'm asking you to be happy that your alive honey.

You give others good stuff. PP

Now here's a row of ballerinas for you.

Thanks @Former-Member

Things have been easier between me and dd this year - but there was a rough patch ealier when TS was being pretty snippy about some documents she insisted she needed for something to do with our parents' estate - and it was difficult negotiating my way through interactions with TS and it was what my gd had to say that enlightened me to TS being narky around dd and this makes things difficult for dd but I guess she chooses to be the meat in sandwich then so be it - I was not chewing anyone's ear - just refusing to be manipulated by TS

But since that was sorted out things have been easier - I see dd from time to time or we talk on the phone or text - I know she is very busy and my gd is not well with a chronic condition

It is difficult about special occasions when our kids pair off - I understand this - and suffer myself - I have not had Christmas Dinner with anyone at all for years - but this has a lot to do with TS - she (TS) does not care that other people have other plans and other people - when she wants to have people for dinner then it's her time-table - so I get dd's problem - I am not interested in having dinner with TS - but it must cause timetable problems with other people and years ago I told dd TS was being a bully and not to give in and change everyone else's plans - I have not repeated my comment and that was a long time ago - and it was her step-children who got pushed aside that day

It is so hard to take - as far as I am concerned it is over for TS - she has gone too far - but it makes things hard for dd and I think this is unfair - but it is something dd has to work out for herself - I ask very little from her and she can say no about everything except an hour on Christmas Day

Ah - I am so tired of all of this

Decadian

@Faith-and-Hope@Former-Member@PeppiPatty

I love that pic - I have the other little pic that was posted with it to show how big that raindrop is actually - let's see if I can find it

Yes - the size of JUPITER!!!!!!!

Teej - it is great to have the support when I need it - I did not intend to have one child - my ex and I planned to have four - we got married with the intention of having children for their sake - to give them a good life with whatever education they wanted - both he and I were denied the chance for the education we chose and I guess we never considered the cost of all of this

We had a terrible fault - we were young

But we found having a baby harder than we thought - and then having one die means my dd is the only one left - and it hurts like crazy that TS tries to take her away when she has enough herself,

So TS must feel very empty herself - and although it is so painful for me - it is not something I can do anything about

But your support is wonderful

Decadian

Thanks @Former-Member .... 🤗💜

Goodnight 💤

I'm going to try to get to bed at a decent hour too ...

Goodnight @Former-Member ... 💕

Goodnight @Former-Member ❤️💤