Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

@Angels333 That’s frustrating having to wait. Our health system seems so broken, leaving people with more worry and stress.

Take care. 💜💜💕💕

@TAB eeekk ouch! Definitely get yourself checked out

@Maggie thanks for the support. Initially the cardiologist receptionist said there were no appointments until the New year but given the diagnosis fitted me in this month. It is another thing to add to my list of anxieties.

That's great you have an appointment this month @Angels333 I'm so sorry it's causing you more anxiety, but I'm very happy it's been found and addressed. You know I'm always here for you. Please call someone when you feel like SH. I emailed suicide callback service and asked about the online chat issue too. I'll let you know whentthey reply.

Scared for my psychiatrist appointment tomorrow. How much can we cover in the first appointment? What if we don't gel? What if l can't go through the trauma of laying it all out there again?

It was SO HARD to get this appointment. It literally took my psychologist calling the crisis team and telling them I wouldn't survive waiting until the next appointment

Hey @Molliex I totally hear you regarding your concerns about the psychiatrist, all you can do is hope.

Hope you get some answers, I really do hope it works out for you tomorrow. I'll be keeping you in my thoughts. ((((💕💕💕))))

I told my husband about the SI tonight. He was devastated. I showed him the SH on my arms. He was so upset. I think it is a good thing though? I've made him an appointment to talk about it with my GP

@TAB @Angels333 💕💜💕

Well done @Molliex for talking to your husband. My husband knows most things, but there's a current escalation of SH and he doesn't know the full extent.

It's really good to have the support you need.

Hugs for today (((💕💕💕)))