Self Harm

Thanks @Zoe7 I've had a rough few months but I finally feel a little better... no SH this week

Thanks for your encouragement ❤🧡💛💚💙XOXO ANGELS333

Oh dear @Millieme

I only realise I did not reply. A scattered mind looses track.

Yes FB can really be a disaster zone! Lol.

We took some time away. I feel better for it.

I could happily live a Gypsy life as I've often thought.

My dad was always on the road. It must be in my blood as it was his.

Travellers...never stopping for long.

But I do stop now.

To read. I stop to not let things get to me. I drink to slow life down. I've not been feeling bad with it.

Althogh my partner warns me now. When I need to eat etc.

Its in my family line to argue whilst drinking so I'm aware of its dark side.

I cannot sleep tonight as last. So reading.

How are you going with work?

It gets tiring towards the end of year. I hope one day I can find the energy for it all again.

But I'm working on tweaking it all. Thank you for your kind words. They made a lot of sense to me too. 🙂❤️

@Former-Member @Zoe7 @Millieme @Bunniekins @MDT @Molliex @Shaz51 (thinking about you Shazzy my dear dear friend) @Appleblossom @Adge @TAB @eth @Former-Member @BlueBay @Faith-and-Hope and to those I missed, I'm not good at big tags xx

I have stopped going to DBT as of today. It's been 3 years and although I am not 'cured' the time is right. I am feeling a little emotional, a little scared and a little proud. I'm not in the crisis I was a year ago and you all helped me thought those dark times. I still use SH to cope but only sometimes and I'm accepting that and looking forward to becoming a peer support worker....

I always wish you all the best and although I haven't commented much in the last month I do read all your posts.

I look forward to connecting tomorrow night for the feast

XOXO ANGELS333

@Angels333 , huge hugs my dear friend

I hope so @TAB , you've been such a good support x

Oh @MDT are you okay? I know you're looking for a change...

That's it @Angels333

You decide what you need.

So get it whilst not not good place.

partner threw all my meds out. Only one was prescribed. Rest just vitamins that I need.

I have no faith in friends. He lies about what I say.

im tired.

wothout going into it. I feel I've been here too long. My problems mean little to others. I don't matter. She gets over it type.

i think long and hard how to get over it.
drinking isn't my vice

and good luck to partner on my cold turkey the a******. It's worse move ever. He wants a passive partner who doesn't express opinion.

im done.

goodnight

hi to others. Whom know me too.

im over it for today.

bless me for strength. I have to find my own place.

f this shit