Dark place

I'm so exhausted and sad @Faith-and-Hope 😢

How are you? x

Exhausted and sad too @Former-Member ...... different situation tho. Have to just keep taking baby steps and wait to see what happens.

Is there something self-care you can support yourself with tonight ? My D2 is watching cooking shows. I am working on a Photoshop assignment to the side of hanging out here ..... it's really cold tonight.

@outlander 💚

🙁 not good we're both exhausted & sad.

what are you doing on photoshop? It's not cold here. I'm sitting outside with shorts on. I'm waiting for people to go asleep so I don't need to talk to them. Then I go to bed.

I have learned how to brighten and re-size images @Former-Member. We have to compile a history of our work - catalogue it, if you like ..... it has been challenging, but it's also quite amazing seeing my work come together all in one place, and looking a bit professional ......

Are you arting at the moment ?

I don't remember when I felt this the first time. I was very young and it happened the last time about 30 years ago. It's that feeling when I knew I'm on my own with no one holding my back, no one to trust, no one left, that's how I feel. Now I'm back in that place. Why did I give up my independence after so long? Just to feel like this again? There's not much anger before I get sad and then a bit angry and then sad and finding my cloud somewhere where it doesn't hurt.

💜 @Former-Member .....

I hope everyone has gone to bed now and you can get some decent sleep tonight @Former-Member ..... goodnight ✨💫

Good morning @Faith-and-Hope @outlander

How are you both?

i slept a short time last night. I feel exhausted.

Faith, it sound nice what you do on the program, it is nice to learn new things. I haven't done any art lately. I can't seem to settle enough.