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Asking for help
Hello, new here. Trying to keep it short and not an essay so..
New mum, four month old boy. No support or family. Hubby moved interstate soon after son was born due to job. I recently moved to be with him. We are all alone here. New city never been here so it’s all new and lonely.
Getting worse for the past week I think of no longer wanting to live but I know I’m my son’s whole world. I will keep living, just hate the thoughts.
Not happy at all and dont even know why, can’t pin point a specific reason. Faking it and keeping it all to myself not even hubby knows anything. I cry days and nights. Some days are ok some are really bad. Seems to alternate every second day at the moment. Some days the first half is fine then second half is crap.
Too scared to ask for help or see a GP or health nurse which is what I know people will suggest. Any tips or how to overcome this.
Will most likely continue going on living unhappily and feeling very down and hope for the best that this will disappear. Is that possible?
