Not sure what to do !!!

the house i live in now was my childhood home which i inherited it from my dad 13 years ago when my dad passed awy --- I found it very hard @Former-Member , @Former-Member , @Adge , @outlander , @Appleblossom , @Owlunar , @Jacques

I would cry at the beginning and mr shaz had to learn to support me through those memerioes

I would sit on the front steps and cry @Faith-and-Hope

but with help from @Appleblossom , @Jacques and others xoxoxo

just relized @Former-Member , @Former-Member , @Appleblossom , @outlander , @Adge

my father died 13 years ago today , wow

mixed feelings my sisters @outlander , @Former-Member , @Former-Member

some good memeriois and some very bad ones xxx

Sorry about trigger warning @Shaz51 ... not meant to be there and unable to remove or delete.

@Shaz51 you have used that pain to help others, I see you as a survivor that gives others hope and comfort.

that is ok @Former-Member

hugs @outlander thanks for your support xx

have been mentally , emotionally, and physically abused by my father @Former-Member , @outlander , @Former-Member , my mum and i left when i was 11 , skiny and very sick and then constantly rejected by him until 13 years ago today when i was 42

but i am stronger now xxxxx