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Exo's Exposé

Exo's Exposé

Looking for somewhere to hide in the Forum, no offense to anyone, I'm just kinda used to my own space - it feels safer to me. I often feel like I'm 'butting in' on other threads, I want to say something but it isn't 'in-line' with the current flow of conversation.

It rained here yesterday, dogs & cats weren't falling from the sky, but the grounds wet, there's puddles in my driveway & it's soooooooo sooooooo much cooler 😄 Guru Google even promises more!! After this weird wet stuff stopped dropping from above, I took the dogs for their walk, I do this almost every afternoon, but after a storm with close lightning strikes, my main purpose is to check the fence is still upright everywhere. I'm happy to announce it was all in tip-top shape 🙂 I noticed new puddle spots all the way around, I was sad that some trees had to be pushed over for the fence line, but the dip of their absence looks quite beautiful with a drop of moisture shimmering within. When I had completed the usual circuit I by-passed returning into the house-yard & wandered through to the dam. I think I may have been a little rain-drunk, I was hoping to see water in it, there wasn't any. I even went & stood in the very center of it's base, I think I was expecting to sink in mud - I didn't; but the cracks are gone . . . & they were huge. So if the Guru comes through with it's promise, there may yet be a puddle for my Staffy to play in 😉

I've decided to leave my camping trip to the beach for another week, rain wouldn't stop me - it rarely rains 24 hrs a day, but storms have - they often have devastingly strong winds that can break off & pick up reasonably heavy objects, that become dangerous ammunition. I've been emailing with the owners of this place, I'll still be in the off-peak season if I leave it another week - though I worry being so close to the Easter holiday, there's a more likely chance of more people. I keep telling myself I've just got to 'get over' that, that that would be all part of the experience - but I know I'm lying to myself. I picked this spot mainly because of the dog-friendly off-lead beach, but also because on the satelite view of Google maps I could see that there's no towns around it. It's one of the most isolated camping parks I've seen {that's within 5 hours of home, well - maybe just a little more}. It also admits it has old amenities, I saw negitive feedback about the place for those reasons - I think if you want to go to a resort . . . that's where you go - not to a place that describes itself as a rustic, old fashioned bush camping park 😉

Missing you Mazy Loads of love & support @Mazarita

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Hello @Exoplanet

So sorry about my absences..

stuff happening in more than one area ..

as it does..

as we all know

those of us who have conflicts within our minds let alone every day living..

Please do not apologise for anything..

Every single person who is following your journey does not expect any apology..

The scenario with your daughter would be heartbreaking for you..

When our children are struggling many of us parents struggle along with them..natural parental instinct..

You are thinking of them and that is all that you can expect from yourself ...

You come first now Exoplanet...

You are dealing with so much on your own and putting things into place to tidy up your affairs ...

Now is time for you to concentrate on you as hard as this will be..

One step at a time..One day at a time..You can do this you have proven how resilient you are..

we are here with you...even when I do not reply due to my own dilemmas ...I am and will always be by your side...believing in you..

As I have always said you are an ambassador for survival..Your adventures with your animals are a story alone.

Your journey through your own torments and coping methods speak realms about your strength..

I know that many reading your posts will be inspired to persevere as you are doing..

I support you in all matters exoplanet..

when I do not reply straight away ...I want you to know that I seriously do still think about you..that is just me..

be gentle with yourself each day..

we will speak again.

💜💛💚

I just wish that I could meet you in real life.

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Am here @Exoplanet

thinking of you..

thought of you today whilst celebrating my twin birthday...

as with you the experience was far better than expected..

in fact I think that she is finally realising that I am not a clone of her..

I told her how much I loved her.

I sensed the love shared with you and your sister ...the unspoken yet strong love..

an incredible feeling for you...

a very difficult if not impossible experience for so many which I find so sad..

your previous posts have demonstrated to me how dearly you are loved and treasured by your family whether they express that verbally or not..

It comes as no surprise to me as for me you are such a loving soul ...

I think that I might have met my match..

Another who gives yet is so hard on one self..

No sugar coating here.

I like you..

love Sophia xx💜

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Thinking of you @Exoplanet and sending love

We are all here with you.

Sorry to hear what your daughter's going through. It's so hard to see our loved ones hurting, no matter what we are also going through.

Will be thinking of you this week as you have your scan etc. Best wishes for that. xx

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I got a call yesterday, on a Saturday, for my other scan appointments. I'm surprised it was on a Saturday, as I was surprise the last call was on a Sunday. I go in for head, chest & abdomine scans on Tuesday. My Sister is coming tomorrow, she'll stay overnight again & come with me to the scans. I'm more worried about these scans than the bone one, though if cancer is detected in any of them it's spread. I will be glad to know, one way or the other. I am expecting it has. The breast surgeon referred to the cancer as advanced on a couple of occasions, I don't know if it was on purpose or not. I go in to my GP on monday, it's just a check in from the last appointment, though I'll ask about help with sleep & perhaps better pain managment. I think the lady that can help me with paperwork returns on monday, so I'm hoping for another appointment with her. I want to get the practical matters sorted. I'm not looking forward to this week, though I'll be glad when it's done. I worry what's next, surgery? - knowing it's just for comfort .. . which doesn't add up in my head!

I like you to @Sophia1

Miss you Mazy

Love to all my friends & all that need or want it

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You're in my thoughts @Exoplanet I hope there's some R&R in your day.

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hello @Exoplanet

I am relieved that your sister is coming to stay the night before and will be there with you at the appointment for scans.

Also your sister will be with you after your gp appointment.. where you will be able to ask more questions..

Sleep and better pain management are vital..

If you can focus on the non medical side of your life until you get to speak to the doctors.

Also let your sister be there to lean on ...

I will, as others will be, thinking of you over the next few days...

If you can remind yourself of all of the comforting support here for you.

Mazy will be thinking of you and silently supporting you.. at the same time giving herself some care.

love Sophia 💜

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@Exoplanet

tiptoeing past so as not to disturb you

leaving these here for you to let you know that you are in my thoughts..

letting you know that you do matter..

you are just as important as anyone else @Exoplanet

You are you..

💜💚🧡

love Sophia

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@Exoplanet
sending lots of love and hugs
💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛

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Hi @Exoplanet Wondering how it all went yesterday for you Hon. Very much thinking of you throughout all this but glad you had your sister there with you

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