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Exo's Exposé

Exo's Exposé

Looking for somewhere to hide in the Forum, no offense to anyone, I'm just kinda used to my own space - it feels safer to me. I often feel like I'm 'butting in' on other threads, I want to say something but it isn't 'in-line' with the current flow of conversation.

It rained here yesterday, dogs & cats weren't falling from the sky, but the grounds wet, there's puddles in my driveway & it's soooooooo sooooooo much cooler 😄 Guru Google even promises more!! After this weird wet stuff stopped dropping from above, I took the dogs for their walk, I do this almost every afternoon, but after a storm with close lightning strikes, my main purpose is to check the fence is still upright everywhere. I'm happy to announce it was all in tip-top shape 🙂 I noticed new puddle spots all the way around, I was sad that some trees had to be pushed over for the fence line, but the dip of their absence looks quite beautiful with a drop of moisture shimmering within. When I had completed the usual circuit I by-passed returning into the house-yard & wandered through to the dam. I think I may have been a little rain-drunk, I was hoping to see water in it, there wasn't any. I even went & stood in the very center of it's base, I think I was expecting to sink in mud - I didn't; but the cracks are gone . . . & they were huge. So if the Guru comes through with it's promise, there may yet be a puddle for my Staffy to play in 😉

I've decided to leave my camping trip to the beach for another week, rain wouldn't stop me - it rarely rains 24 hrs a day, but storms have - they often have devastingly strong winds that can break off & pick up reasonably heavy objects, that become dangerous ammunition. I've been emailing with the owners of this place, I'll still be in the off-peak season if I leave it another week - though I worry being so close to the Easter holiday, there's a more likely chance of more people. I keep telling myself I've just got to 'get over' that, that that would be all part of the experience - but I know I'm lying to myself. I picked this spot mainly because of the dog-friendly off-lead beach, but also because on the satelite view of Google maps I could see that there's no towns around it. It's one of the most isolated camping parks I've seen {that's within 5 hours of home, well - maybe just a little more}. It also admits it has old amenities, I saw negitive feedback about the place for those reasons - I think if you want to go to a resort . . . that's where you go - not to a place that describes itself as a rustic, old fashioned bush camping park 😉

Missing you Mazy Loads of love & support @Mazarita

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running into the waves with you dear @Exoplanet

💚 I miss you xx

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@Exoplanet Hey Exoplanet missing you heaps and thinking of you my dear friend. Love you greenpeaxxx

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Sending you my warmest wishes @Exoplanet . Hope today is one of the better ones for you.

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thinking of you @Exoplanet sending lots of love and hugs

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holding hands through the tides 💜

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Hello Everyone

I've had a big week. My Sister stayed from Monday to Saturday & I'm going to visit my Daughter tomorrow & my Sister on the way back home. I've had a CT scan of my head, chest & abdomen, & a full bone scan. The scans came back clear, though the nodes on both sides of my breasts are affected & I officially have arthritus in my knee; in fact the scan came back saying advanced cancer in the left breast & it's my right one that I knew had it??? So I don't know what's going on there? I had a appointment for the breast surgeon turn up in the mail, I didn't ask for one, so I don't know what's going on there either? But I'll be going on the 21st & I'm imagining surgery will be the next step. I don't think I can express how much I don't want surgery, . . . enough that I hoped my lungs or liver were affected. Now I have surgery to look forward to & then waiting for discomfort to start somewhere else in my body.

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Love from Eth xx

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It is positive news that the bone and bdy scans came back clear @Exoplanet Not so good that the cancer is advanced in your breast. You still have some choices you can make and they need to be yours Hon. You have previously expressed how you don't want surgery or treatment but maybe now that it is not anywhere else in your body there is a little more hope ...still your choice though on how you will or will not proceed. Whatever you decide we are still here with you

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@Exoplanet 💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛

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Now I feel anger & depression, because this cancer has not developed in a vital organ. I have to keep waiting, natures course is being cruel. I have to willingly let some man inflict wounds, or my daughter will go back to not talking to me. In fact if I'm to be honest with myself, I want some man to inflict wounds, because I don't want, as a nurse put it, a stinking mess right under my nose. I was feeling so much better, there was light at the end of the tunnel & now it's been snuffed out. I will only consent to both breasts being removed in the one operation, I don't want some prosthetic putting the weight back on & I don't want one breast left that can develop cancer so I have to go through this all over again.

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