Serenity1Senior Contributor
đ„Think I'm seriously having a break down
I think im have a break down- I can't stop shaking, my hands are tingling & clenched in a weird way like I can't hold a pen or hold anything- my face is tingling, my legs feel weird, my whole body feels weird.
I am hyperventilating, I have been on the help line all afternoon first guy was Really supportive & helpful- told me to ring back- second lady didn't want to hear what I had to say & kept interrupting me & hung up on me-
i feel I may have done something wrong- I don't know for sure but I feel like I have & I am really scared & worried-I am not going to hurt myself or anyone- just don't know how I'm going to get through this- I almost called an ambulance because I was feeling so weird- but didn't want my daughter taken away from me- I have a doctors appointment tomorrow at 11:30& I don't know how I'm going to get through the night to make it to my appointment- or how I'm going to get her to school tomorrow- please God help me-I wish I had one person who could give me a hug & tell me they will be there to help & support me no matter what happens- I am all alone except for my daughter who relies on me- what happens if I do breakdown completely- what happens to her then- I am not strong enough to deal with this situation đ„