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Writing As A Form Of Therapy

Writing As A Form Of Therapy

Hi all,

I have found throughout the course of my life that writing has been a constant companion to me. It has provided me with a way to vent my frustrations, to grapple with the eternal verities of life that confound and delight me, to explore ideas and concepts, and to try to put into words the often chaotic moods and thoughts that result from having a mind that's a little bit odd...

I have written lots of poems, especially in the last 3 or 4 years, dealing with depression and bipolar. They help me to process and understand some of the things that are happening in this twisted little noodle of mine. As such, writing has become one of my main forms of therapy.

One of the best things that I find about writing is that it can act as a kind of mood diary. I can read things that I had previously written, and it will quite often map out where I was at during the time of writing. The words I spread across the page act as signposts of my progress, too. As my self knowledge increases and my life journey progresses, I find that it affects how I write and what I write...

Often, we do not see the thousands of tiny little changes to our selves that our life experiences cause over the years. It can be very helpful to re-read old writings, in order to see how far we have come, what we have improved, where we have fallen back into old harmful habits, and the things that we have learned.

The language that we use in our writings and in our thoughts and in our speech is very important. It can reveal a lot about our selves, our states of mind, and our moods...

That language, it can become a self-fulfilling prophecy. I believe that we attract certain kinds of people around us, and create (or at least influence) life situations based on our choice of language. It helps define who we are as a person.

Negative thinking, self-deprecation, self-hatred, these sorts of dangerous life traps are often revealed in our choice of words. So too are the positive things. It all starts with a glass. How we describe the glass and the quantity and quality of its contents, that's where language comes into it, and it can shape our very lives and the lives of those around us.

Writing... it is my solace and my main tool of self-analysis. It is my favourite form of therapy...

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Welcome @Former-Member 🙂

Wow... amazing poem... thank you for writing it and thank you for sharing it...

I find poetry is a very pure way of writing... it strips away all the needless stuff, and focuses the mind of both the writer and the reader beautifully...

I hope these 3 weeks pass quickly for you Sherry...

Sometimes I look at it this way... hey... yeah... I'm struggling and hurting, but I wrote a good poem because of it...

From suffering comes art... we hurt, and our imaginations and creative fires spark to take us places we would not normally go...

We explore ourselves as we write... then we realise a wonderful truth... we may all be different, but we stand together pondering many universal truths...

Hugs and happy vibes beaming to you... 🙂

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Sending gentle hugs your way @BlueBay

Beautifully written...

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My latest poem peeps... it's been a VERY rough 4 months... alas, such is life, swimming through the biochemical goop that is my brain... redefining the border between in and sane...

Struggles rhymes with huggles... 🙂

~~~~~~~ ♤♧♢♡ ~~~~~~~

My Truth About Bipolar
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Forward warning... bipolar --> 3 month profound depressive episode --> 4 day mixed episode --> 2 days rapid cycling --> and back to duking it out with my usual panoply of internal demons and gods... oh wait... that is my totally honest to goodness normal life, every single day of my life... 24-7 and 365...

Back when mum died... the next day... hypomania... bouncy false-joy full of energy, vim and vigour... it felt so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so wrong... but there it was... my truth, my reality, my every day with bipolar...

No sense... no reason... the "normal" world kind of makes sense... but my thoughts don't... they often race away at speeds unimaginable to a person not affected by bipolar... it gets more and more intense... irritability levels skyrocket through the roof... it gets uncomfortable, then painful, then, eventually, unbearable... at ever-heightening levels, thoughts stop making sense... my inner voice gets garbled... my thoughts race so fast, all I get are tiny fragments, and my personality shuts down abruptly...

The art and majesty of bipolar? I've got a nuclear power reactor under the hood, fuelling my creativity, and that is a much needed outlet of energy... but I digress...

The art and majesty of bipolar? The whole time this intense crap is happening, bipolar is the weird spiky glue that keeps the mask of seeming casual happiness velcroed to my face... only a few can guess at what's going on underneath that life-saving mask...

Until, with bipolar regularity, it all blows up inside my own head, and then in everyone's faces, when the inevitable Chernobyl or Fukushima explodes... then it's time to try and repair the collateral damage immediately around the reactor meltdown site... sometimes, the only thing to do is walk away, toxic and sick with radiation poisoning...

For short periods (ranging from a few seconds and up to an hour or more), I don't hear people... I'm not being rude or feeling bored, but the incessant chatter of my thoughts lift to a roar, and they drown out my actual Really Real world sense of hearing... I leave the "real" world for minutes, sometimes hours... this is my reality of bipolar...

A lifetime with bouts of depression, anywhere from a few months to a few years long... down to where you don't function any more... lights out, curtains closed, in bed, not eating, not showering, not anything... dead but alive in a meat suit...

Comorbidity... other mental health issues hitching a ride on the bipolarcoaster...

Fear...

Overthinking...

Suicidal ideation...

ObSeSsIvE cOmPuLsIvE dIsOrDeR... I actually cannot write ObSeSsIvE cOmPuLsIvE dIsOrDeR any other way... upper case lower case upper case lower case... I avoid stepping on cracks... I am a cleanaholic... I often count things in my head, can't turn it off...

Anxiety attacks... gaaaaaah...

There is so much more I would wish to write about my bipolar, but my mind is racing... and please... shhhhh.... my demons are here, rattling the cage walls of the Octagon... I must continue my part in the eternal struggle that is equal pain and joy... this gift of life...

I equally accept and fight my demons, and continue to strive for art through natural life...

Mindfully, I meditate my self away, so that all the noise and pain is happening to "that guy" [points to "me"]...

That's okay... that guy can take it...

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Thank you @Silenus

It means a lot to me. Hope you are well. xxoo

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@Silenus

Now I've just read your post and I had a feeling you weren't doing okay. Is it since you got back from overseas? Because I haven't seen you on here for a while I thought that something is not right.

@Silenus I really feel for you and hope that one day you will find the peace you need to calm your mind.

I don't suffer from bipolar but can only imagine how difficult these ups and downs are for you.

Pls take it easy. love to chat to you anytime. xxoo

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Thank you @BlueBay

It is a beautiful thing, this love and compassion we share with each other, even as we ourselves hurt so very much...

The greatest gift that pain can give?
Teaching us better ways to live.
Seeing that everyone suffers pain
Is the first step to being sane...

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Aww @Silenus that is beautiful.

Thank you xxoo

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Hey @Silenus

I'm off to work now so I hope you have a really nice day. Hope it's sunny where you are. Chat later on today. xxoo

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Yes @BlueBay - this latest episode of mine was triggered by lots of bad things that happened during my trip overseas visiting family...

I found out so many terrible family secrets... why was I told these things, I wonder? What purpose was served? Is truth really that important?

I can process it and deal with it... this is not beyond me...

But it takes an inevitable toll... it fires my bipolar thought and mood storms into full swing, and it takes everything I've got to survive it...

But I made it... I am heading back towards whatever my "normal" is...

So tired...

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Thanks so much @Silenus for your very kind comments on my very amateur little poem. Yes I also hope the 3 weeks passes quickly. If I come up with anything else worth posting, I will put it up here also.

I just read your poem about Bipolar. I know very little about bipolar, but it sounds like a huge struggle, and I am really sorry that you have to go through all those ups and downs which are typical of the disorder.

Thankyou for helping me to understand it all a little better. My thoughts are with you, and I hope that a happier time is just around the corner for you. Meanwhile I offer a big 'huggle' to help you through your 'struggle'. Yeah ... you're right it does rhyme.

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