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Writing As A Form Of Therapy

Writing As A Form Of Therapy

Hi all,

I have found throughout the course of my life that writing has been a constant companion to me. It has provided me with a way to vent my frustrations, to grapple with the eternal verities of life that confound and delight me, to explore ideas and concepts, and to try to put into words the often chaotic moods and thoughts that result from having a mind that's a little bit odd...

I have written lots of poems, especially in the last 3 or 4 years, dealing with depression and bipolar. They help me to process and understand some of the things that are happening in this twisted little noodle of mine. As such, writing has become one of my main forms of therapy.

One of the best things that I find about writing is that it can act as a kind of mood diary. I can read things that I had previously written, and it will quite often map out where I was at during the time of writing. The words I spread across the page act as signposts of my progress, too. As my self knowledge increases and my life journey progresses, I find that it affects how I write and what I write...

Often, we do not see the thousands of tiny little changes to our selves that our life experiences cause over the years. It can be very helpful to re-read old writings, in order to see how far we have come, what we have improved, where we have fallen back into old harmful habits, and the things that we have learned.

The language that we use in our writings and in our thoughts and in our speech is very important. It can reveal a lot about our selves, our states of mind, and our moods...

That language, it can become a self-fulfilling prophecy. I believe that we attract certain kinds of people around us, and create (or at least influence) life situations based on our choice of language. It helps define who we are as a person.

Negative thinking, self-deprecation, self-hatred, these sorts of dangerous life traps are often revealed in our choice of words. So too are the positive things. It all starts with a glass. How we describe the glass and the quantity and quality of its contents, that's where language comes into it, and it can shape our very lives and the lives of those around us.

Writing... it is my solace and my main tool of self-analysis. It is my favourite form of therapy...

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@Silenus oooommmmm

Have you got any ways of managing it without it getting higher.

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Haha... thank you, @Appleblossom ... fear not... yes indeed I do... it is a struggle all the same, and one worth documenting for others who walk a similar path...

Thank you... much love to you... 🙂

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Wholeheartedly Agree.

@Silenus

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Huggles aplenty...

All I know is that my pain gives me empathy and compassion for all who feel pain... therefore, it is pain shared and pain eased in the sharing, and I have for once learned the right lesson from pain...

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I have lost a hundred pages of writing tonight as my hypomanic mind spins ever higher...

[Fear not, years of experience sees me still firmly in control yet still wary, not full of ignorant pride]

Oh how the thoughts race! I describe this for the benefit of people who have never experienced this biochemical phenomenon...

A bipolar person's brain supplies a surfeit or bountiful surplus of biochemicals all natural like, and you get higher than anyone gets from all of those external things people take to chase the high...

It's breath taking... soul baring... lie flaying... self evolving... stuff...

It knocks you down...

Then you learn from those harsh truths to lift yourself up...


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Pooch

I am a puppy
Sometimes I bound up
To you
In endless joy
And frighten

For that
I apologise

Bipolar
Is an
Explanation
Not an
Excuse

Bipolar
Is a
Blessing-Curse

9th April, 2018.



Caught In This Biochemical Course

Okay...

i may be seen as egotistic
With the following statement,
Which is why i wrote i with a little i not a big i...

Giggle...

But I effing love this!

I know, I wrote it myself,
But THAT's why I write...

If I write or read something
That captures the essence of truth
(dare i say Truth?)
A certain centre in my otherwise-hidden-to-me-wise-brain
Fires incandescently
And I am flooded with dopamine
My reward centres throbbing
With a glut of biochemicals
So readily supplied to me
By a supercharged bipolar brain...

It is a wonder that I
Have survived this lifelong storm
And that I have learned
To swim rather than sink
Caught in this biochemical course...

9th April, 2018.

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Thankyou @Silenus xx

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Hi @Silenus, I hear you that you are on a high. And I love the Pooch poem.

The dog I most loved and grieved was a big bounding young labrador called Dino, after the pet dinosaur on 'The Flintstones'. Dino on the show knocked people over with love, and so did the Dino who lived with us (all too briefly).

But back to the poem, bipolar is an explanation not an excuse, so true. And then, a blessing curse. I relate (speaking at 4am after a night of video making, hehe).

I too marvel at you strength and endurance in swimming rather than sinking. May it long continue. Hugs!

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Peace and tranquillity

come in my late night

when brain is cruising

without sign of bruising.

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@Silenus

I live with Chronic pain its pure torture, even in my sleep. As I have strange dreams, some are so frightening, some are like a science fiction thriller movie. They are a scrambles egg version of things in my past, its like I took a drug & am having a psychotic experience? Yet I have never taken anything other than what has been prescribed for me, by the Doctors?
I have been abused multiple time in my life & the older I get, the more this abuse comes back mentally to harm me in my thoughts, but not in my life. Strange don't you think?.....

Love & Hugs!
Bella xo 🙂

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@joeblow any other advice regarding how to get the most out of life as a mental health patient too the system? I've used your... 'I don't want to be special' catch phrase a few times now...

I struggle with... Not getting very much out of life... Due to medication side effects... I need to forgive the mental health system on a daily basis...

I have the fleeting thoughts of doing activities that I think would be good for my health, happiness, safety and living a life of ease... But it's pretty superficial when I consider the side effects I'm living with...

I hold much resentment against the system for doing what they've done to me...

Eude...
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