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I am feeling that my life at the moment is crap. I am so depressed and find that more so in the mornings. I hate myself so much, the way I feel, the way I act and behave. I know people will say to me 'oh just get over it' or 'you're not trying hard enough' - well to those people who say that: Do you have a mental illness; do you know what it's like to have depression and feel so dark that you cannot see the light at the end of the tunnel; do you self harm to get rid of your emotions and to feel the pain; or do you think about suicide because it's all too much and you can't handle the pain anymore - NO. So don't tell me to just 'move on' or 'stop being too sensitive'.
I am not having a good morning this morning; tears are flowing as i am typing. And I have to get ready for work; damn work. Sometimes I wonder if life is worth living and why?
I really don't know how i am going go today at work; I feel so depressed. 😞
Good luck @Faith-and-Hope, you are in my thoughts this morning. Sounds like a lot of juggling for you.😏 Lots of breathers..I know you power through. But even champions need a shoulder. 🍪☺❤💪 A coffee to ki k start this weekend's ride for you. ☕🍪🎶🌊😉
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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Thanks @Former-Member ... 💕
I was feeling pretty heart-sore yesterday ... haven't had a day like that for a while .... it was so nice to just be around others here on the threads .... y'know ... feeling like you've got company on the trail ....
What have you got planned with your little dragons today ? 😊
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Yes I could hear that yesterday @Faith-and-Hope, A hard divide..but take not on, that which is not yours re: let your son come to you. I've seen some shocking bride zillas in my time. 😱 I think you deserve a well earned drink at this weekend's events. Sometimes when things are so out of my arena, I take a well earned seat back and let the drama unfold. Then when they rope you, just sit & smile!! Whilst you sip your nice drink 😉.. I had really really bizarre dreams, and the least bizarre part was my son sleep walking & cutting his fringe in upset. So I think whilst he wants to grow it, his fringe needs a hairdresser visit today!!
I think the dream represented my own femininity, & cleverness. It was pretty insightful, in how to drive this troop of all males! 😉😛
So plan is make them walk to shops, get haircut, get some groceries, enjoy the conversation, hopefully not fighting!... S2 wants custard!! 🙊🚿☕🎶
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BlueBaySenior Contributor
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Hi @Faith-and-Hope
hope your day goes well today without any hiccups. And also the weekend, sounds like a very busy day today and weekend ahead. Hope you can enjoy the kitchen tea and bachelorette dinner. Take care.
xxxoo
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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Hi @Former-Member .... it's a SIL-Zilla we got here !! Bride is ours, and she's been juggling like mad and cops all the bad temper instead of gratitude ! So hard to watch .... so try not to .... theirs to sort out .... scary thing is how much he's behaving like WH .... like competing ?? .... sheesh ....
Hope you enjoy the day .... different sort of busy to what we've got now ....
☕️🐾👍🏼🍧🍡🍭
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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Keep your chin up @BlueBay ..... 💐💜💐💜💐💜💐
it will really help to make a tick list of things to do today .... shower, coffee, clean the kitchen, washing on, etc to keep you distracted while the storm of emotions passes over you ..... keep chatting here .... maybe leave it till after the weekend before asking for a BPD therapist ? There will be some who deal closely with this area of difficulty ....
Big hugs .... 🌹❤️
Walking with you ....
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Unknown userMember
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Oohh!!! @Faith-and-Hope, I see! Eerrrr Yeh ends up a yuck mix. Well your daughter might yet know a few built in strings as she's dealt the master on it! Give her time, they will come out explosive when timing's right. I hope 😉 Put him back in his box scenario. Oh geez, you really do have a comedy act with this now SIL & WH...yep, I'd well savor that drink! 😉🍹...or non alcoholic event, slip a drop of old favorite in that tea or coffee I say. Sheesh alright!!
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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Lol .... might put some in everybody's tea and coffee .... that would make a party to remember ....
@Former-Member .....
Shower .... ✅ Coffee .... ✅
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Unknown userMember
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Do like your thinking there! @Faith-and-Hope😂
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Unknown userMember
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Hi @BlueBay💜 I think you might have missed my message on 22 September. That's ok, I'm just mentioning it, so that you know that I care. Sending hugs to you. 💜 You've made good decisions regarding going back for more EMDR and seeing your personal trainer. 😀 Good on you.
Hi @Faith-and-Hope💜 Glad you had a good sleep. Hope you find time to rest in your busy day. 😮😊
Hi @Former-Member💜 Have a nice day. 😊
Hi to anyone else on here. 😊💗
I'm slowly getting ready to go shopping for a dress @Former-Member😀 Let's hope. ☺
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