having a bad morning

Hi @Former-Member

I fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow. I was mentally exhausted. Up now having breakfast before going to work 😞

But I am seeing my GP tonight and my therapist tomorrow morning. I was thinking last night that maybe my psych didn't call me back but he may have called the hospital to push me up the list to be admitted. He still may even ring me today even though he is not at his rooms today.

I feel really flat, can't be bothered to do anything. Great that you finished your work project, at least you can have a little sleep knowing that you have completed it before going to work. Good on you.

I hope you have a good day today @Former-Member xxxooo

Yeah @Former-Member, I do that too when I need to .... had to learn to listen to my body though ... took a while ...

Good morning to you 😊

Land good morning @Former-Member and @BlueBay 😊😊

@Former-Member, so good to hear that you bought yourself some peace to go back to sleep for a while .... I do that sometimes - wake up early in the morning with something to be done on my mind, and knowing that it's bothering me that it could cause me problems, I get up and deal with it, then go back to sleep with the matter settled.

So good to get the feedback that other people do that too ❣

@utopia

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I am so angry tonight. I decided to ring the hospital and I was told I am NOT on the waiting list. WTF

I explained to the nurse in charge that it's been 2-3 weeks since i was put on the list and now I am angry because my psych told me 2 weeks ago "I'll see you next in hospital".

So I am back to square one. Damn i am so pissed off, i so need it now and i can't go yet.

what do i do?? not happy. I then phoned and left a msg on the ansewring machine for my psych to ring me on Tuesday as he doesn't work on Monday's.

I am so f....... pissed off.

Hi @BlueBay

I'm just speechless. So sorry to hear this, but really discuss it with your psych next week, there is nothing you can do right now for the weekend.

Big hugs @BlueBay Thinking of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@Former-Member@Faith-and-Hope@utopia @Decadian

Just came home from doctors. My BP high. Highly stressed and depressed. told him about my psych and i couldn't stop crying. he said i need to be in hospital but there is nothing he can do unless my psych admits me. he said to wait until tuesday and phone him. he said i am in need of hospital again because he can see that i am at crisis point again.

I came out of my doctors and got in the car, as hubby was waiting for me. He saw i was upset and i just burst into tears. i told him that i am worried that my dad will get really bad with his memory and what if he forgets me. and i am not really to see them. i can't go there. so now i know that my husband can see how depressed and stressed i am. i think tonight i slowly opened up to him instead of trying to hide things and pretned things are okay - when they are not okay.

my doctor wants me to contact him on tuesday as he is not there on monday. i was talking about suicide, told him i self harmed. He wants me to take a sleeping tablet tonight to help.