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Something’s not right

Planet of solitude

Planet of solitude

My mind runs wild

My body so stiff

The wind rushes through me

Making me damp and cold

My heart thumping

As fast as it can go

With no where to turn

And nothing to see

The pain is so real

It hurts so deep inside

I see nothing but black

My head spinning fast

I feel like I'm going to fall

Into a heap

That I can't unravel from

The mess is so real

I don't want to be here

It rips me apart

Why do I have to do this

Fight fight fight

It's to painful

It's to hard

When will it end

When will the pain go

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It's been a good day for me today thanks @Twinklelight ☺ I've played with a puppy for a lot of today - so cute! And managed to score a couple of kid free hours too.

Hope things are going well there for you ☺

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Today has been so long. Haven't been sleeping properly. Been awake sin e 2.30 this morning. Been spewing up and not feeling well. Been in bed all day with the snuggled in next to me watching kids shows all day. Then I finally got up and we all had a shower. The kids go back to school tomorrow. Yayyyyy haha. Nah it's been a good school holidays this time. Nice and relaxing.

I hope everyone else has had a good day xx

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Sorry you haven't been well today @Twinklelight - sounds like a day snuggled up in bed is just what you needed after being up since the early hours. Tomorrow you will be able to relax a little with the kids back at school too.

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Iv been really down @Zoe7

Been forgetting to take my be meds. And an antianxiety meds which have landed me in bed for a few days. I can seem to get it of it. Iv taken my meds this morning this morning so hopefully that help they start kicking in. I need all the help I can get get atm . I'm feeling

So lonely and depressed

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It doesn't help when we forget our meds for a few days @Twinklelight - you certainly begin to feel the effects of not having them. Sorry you feel so down and lonely - it is not a nice place to be sitting You know you are not doing sdo well when youo csn't get out of bed - know that feeling well! What kind of things csn you do today to help you get a little more motivated - just little things is enough - I am going to try to do some housework - I always feel a little better when my house is tidy.

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Well I found my anxiety meds that I needed. So I'm feeling better day. Iv even had a shower. Iv even put make on for once @Zoe7. I'm at my appointments today. Hopefully they go well. Dr then psychologist. Then shopping for my daughters birthday. For Sunday. Oh bank first , have to sort something out with them.

How is everyone else doing. @Zoe7@CheerBear@outlander@Shaz51 @Faith-and-Hope@eth@Former-Member@TAB@Ant7@ and everyone else xxxx

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Hi @Twinklelight 👋

Just swinging past to say a quick Hi. I have an appointment shortly, then it’s back to class for the afternoon.

Glad to hear you sounding a bit brighter ....

💕

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Am at work @Twinklelight will reply later 😸

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wow @Twinklelight - very happy to hear you have achieved so much already today - it is amazing when momentum keeps us going and you certainly seem to have found that today I however have resigned myself to being a jammies day - just too tired this afternoon and can't get motivated - it is not like the housework can't wait lol

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Hi @Twinklelight hope things ar better for you I’ve been busy with work. Try yo dig way out of debt hole. My ‘friends’ anxiety and self doubt came with me today. Got job done tho. Home now.
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