Planet of solitude

I have been in bed the last few day not feeling well. Not knowing what it wrong with me. So anyway I went to the doctors on Thursday and she said I have a urine track infection if that how you spell it. No wonder I couldn't do anything. I forgot to take meds, didn't shower, didn't eat or drink, all I did was send the kids of to school and then go back to bed . And slept all day and all night. I was in so much pain.

This is the 2nd one one iv ever had in my life.

So anyway it's my daughters birthday tomorrow. We are just having family over. So that's less stress for me.

I'm to lazy to make cake so I bought her a nice rainbow white love heart cake. She really loves it.

No wonder you have been in bed so much feeling that unwell @Twinklelight.

Your rainbow cake for your daughter sounds beautiful and the fact your daugter loves it is what is important. I hope tomorrow is not too exhausting or stressful for you

@Zoe7 just having family is exhausting for me coz they expect so much from me. They are never happy with the thing I do or who I am. It's so hard to watch them , watching me and them starring st me and talking about to themselves. What I do is never good enough for them. And it brings me down so much. I have my sister and my mum who hang up on me and they do it all the time. I cant run from it. It so hard. 😩😫😒☹

The most important thing tomorrow is that your daughter has a nice day @Twinklelight - so as hard as it is with your family I have no doubt you will be doing everything you can so she has a wonderful birthday

Families can be so hard to deal with and them being our family makes it even harder because we are connected to them whether we like it or not Try to hold your head up high and do what you have to do to get through the day snd we are here to help support you if you need it Hon

I have the football on - not really interested in it so it is more on in the background @Twinklelight

Toby and Cat are outside but I suspect they won't stay there long because it is pretty cold out. They are both pretty spoilt and would rather be snuggled up in the warmth

What are you up to this afternoon? - other than wanting to be in your bed lol

I'm just sitting outside in the cold and wind listening to music and writing. @Zoe7I'm just about to put the slow cook on. It only 1pm here. Hopefully it cooks in time if I put it up high.

But I might go back to bed to get out of this wind and cold

At least you will have dinner on before you go back to bed - that is a bonus. I forgot you were in the west - there are some great people on here from the west - must be something in the water over there

@Twinklelight I am going to hang out on the forum for a while this afternoon. I am planning on watching a game tonight and then trying to sleep straight afterwards - hopefully tonight will be a little easier for me than last night.

Yeah I will probably go to bed and try to watch something and then fall asleep. That's what usually happens. Hubby is going to cook up pancakes up for the kids so that the will keep the quite for a while. All they say is 'I'm hangry' all the time. So the pancakes should keep them quiet for a few hours at least. @Zoe7

Well I'll talk talk to you later.

It's really nice to go you on here. It's nice to have internet friends. 💚💛💙💖🤩😘

It is lovely to talk to you here too @Twinklelight - I hope you have a good rest and we'll chat again later