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Something’s not right

Planet of solitude

Planet of solitude

My mind runs wild

My body so stiff

The wind rushes through me

Making me damp and cold

My heart thumping

As fast as it can go

With no where to turn

And nothing to see

The pain is so real

It hurts so deep inside

I see nothing but black

My head spinning fast

I feel like I'm going to fall

Into a heap

That I can't unravel from

The mess is so real

I don't want to be here

It rips me apart

Why do I have to do this

Fight fight fight

It's to painful

It's to hard

When will it end

When will the pain go

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Kids can be very full on @Twinklelight
Maybe try doing something relaxing for yourself tonight

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So I have decided to do something special for my husband on sat afternoon/night. It's something we have never done before well we did try it about 11 years ago but I couldn't handle it but now I'm a changed woman and I can handle alot more thing than I could before. So I'm really hoping that he likes it and hopefully it's a start to our new direction. (Hopefully)

I want to show him how much I love him and tell him how much I appreciate what he does for this family and me as well..... putting up with all my mental illness. It would be hard for him.

I do know one for sure and that is that I love him so much and I never want that to change

We ha e been doing a lot of talking and we are going to counseling together so that's a big step for him and me to. But it's a start.

That's a big change for him. I'm so proud of him.

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That is a big step for both of you @Twinklelight I hope the counselling helps.

Whatever it is you are doing for your husband I am sure he will see how much you are working on your relationship and doing things you can both enjoy together - goodluck!

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Thanks @Zoe7

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How is your day going today @Twinklelight?

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Hi everyone @outlander@Zoe7@Shaz51@Faith-and-Hope@Shaz51@CheerBear@eth

Iv been up and down

My dog just bit one of kids on the lip. So disappointed in him. I dont to put him down but next time he does I will have no choice but to.

It's just so sad coz I love my just as much as I love my kids.

It hurts me so much.

So today is the day I'm doing something special for my husband and I hope he really likes it. He is at work atm so I have to get everything organized before he get home. The kids are at my brothers for the rest of the day maybe even over night. So it should give me and my husband plenty of time to ( you know what hahaha) and talk as well. I just hope he likes what I have planned.

I hope everyone else is having a good day too.

Its raining and cold here so it will be nice to snuggle up with him in bed. 😋🤣😘

Well take care everyone. Xxx

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Hope everything goes to plan for you @Twinklelight and your husband is appreciative

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Hi @Twinklelight. Sorry to hear about the sad situation you are dealing with with your dog. That would be a really hard one.

I hope you and your husband have a great afternoon (and hopefully night too!) together ☺

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Thanks @Zoe7 @CheerBear
How are yous today

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I am doing okay so far today @Twinklelight Been watching football and resting this afternoon. I have done some washing and tidied up a bit - still a lot to do but doing a little at a time then resting is all I can do for now. As long as it gets done bit by bit I am happy with that. How are you going - have you surprised hubby yet?

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