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I don't see the point in living anymore. I can't. I've called helplines but tonight it's just not helped. I've spent way too much time in hospital over the years and nothings ever helped.
Hi @The-red-centaur Are you home now? Let us know how you are going when you can
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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I'm really anxious about tomorrow.. I see outpatient clinic about my med level. I see the eye Dr's about whether my mini brain tumour is affecting my optic nerve. I see the gender clinic about starting hormones. (Yay but so nervous)
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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That is a lot going on for one day @The-red-centaur - no wonder you are nervous. Hope it all goes really well for you
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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@Zoe7 thanks.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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How are you doing tonight @The-red-centaur? Are you keeping yourself occupied before your big day tomorrow? Done any more painting lately?
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LeventiaSenior Contributor
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Hi @The-red-centaur, just wanted to wish you well for tomorrow and send lots of love your way. Take care.
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BlueBaySenior Contributor
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Good luck for tomorrow @The-red-centaur
tske care xx
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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@BlueBay@Leventia thanks.
@Zoe7 I watched a movie, now I'm chilling with my phone so I can do to sleep
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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I have the bestest news ever to share with you guys (unrelated to anything in this thread but had to share)
I START T (testosterone) TODAY!!
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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That is amazing news @The-red-centaur soooooo happy for you - woohoo
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