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I don't see the point in living anymore. I can't. I've called helplines but tonight it's just not helped. I've spent way too much time in hospital over the years and nothings ever helped.
Sending hugs @The-red-centaur ..... you’re doing well. It’s scary for anybody. Take things one step at a time if you can, and try to keep yourself distracted in between.
Can you make another painting this week ?
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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@Faith-and-Hope I plan on doing one this week, the manager where I live birthday is coming up so I thought I'd do one for him
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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Im in a bad space so I took myself to hospital. A 1 hour wait in the line just to see triage. It's gonna be a hellish night. Crisis team finish in less than 2 hours. this hospital is one shit hole
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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So anxious about seeing the eye Dr today.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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hey @The-red-centaur what time do you see them? its ok to be nervous
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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@outlander I see him at 4.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Still a little while then @The-red-centaur Whats sorts of things could you do to fill in some time? Maybe one of your paintings?
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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Got good news today. The lesion doesn't really matter and what's causing the problem is my meds, tons of antipsychotics cause high prolactin. My psychiatrist took me off the med for the lesion and gave me printed copy of the mri results so I feel much more calm about it all now.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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That is more than good news @The-red-centaur that is wonderful news. It must be such a relief for you Does that now mean that your transition can also go ahead? So happy for you
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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@Zoe7 yeh it a big relief. I'm hoping so, I see gender Dr next week
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