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I don't see the point in living anymore. I can't. I've called helplines but tonight it's just not helped. I've spent way too much time in hospital over the years and nothings ever helped.
It is great that you are feeling good about going home @The-red-centaur and natural that you are nervous about the follow up as an out patient - hopefully it all goes well for you
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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I painted this for a commission.
Also for me this painting symbolises coming out of the fog and the darkness and into the dawn. New hope new beginnings, something on the horizon to reach for
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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I'm scared
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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Hi @The-red-centaur ....
How are you going ?
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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Love the painting @The-red-centaur💓
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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@Faith-and-Hope thanks.
I've not been the best, the news about my lesion/tumour has really rattled me I'm so scared and I don't know any answers. I'm seeing a few specialist this week and I'm really terrified about them.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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That paintings really good @The-red-centaur
I dont blame you for being scared i would be too! You said you are seeing your specialist and dont have many answers. Perhaps that appointment is a good time for you to ask all those questions. Maybe writing them down on some paper to take with you would help...
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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@outlander the specialists I'm seeing this week aren't oncologists/endocrinologists the appointments I have this week are for things like how the lesion is going to effect my eyes etc. I'm still on the wait list for other appointments.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Oh ok @The-red-centaur at least they are bwing thorough. Its ok to be scared. When there this week if you have any questions that pop up dont be afriad to ask them. That is what they are there for.
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