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I don't see the point in living anymore. I can't. I've called helplines but tonight it's just not helped. I've spent way too much time in hospital over the years and nothings ever helped.
Glad you are feeling good being back home @The-red-centaur
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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that pics awesome @The-red-centaur🙂
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BlueBaySenior Contributor
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Hi @The-red-centaur
Glad you’re home and you feel good been there. Take care XX
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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That is a great seascape @The-red-centaur wtg
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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I agree @The-red-centaur .... that seascape is awesome ..... love it ❣️
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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Hi @The-red-centaur Just checkingm in to see how you are travelling and if being home is still treating you well
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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@Zoe7 it's ok. I saw my casemanger today, and we booked an appointment with my psychiatrist for Friday. The appointment is a psych evaluation about gender dysphoria so I can start hormones and not have to see a different psych from Sydney.
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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That is great news @The-red-centaur So pleased it is all coming together for you
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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Everything in my head is getting messed up. Nothing feels real, I don't feel real. It's like I'm stuck in some simulation. I've been seeing things that i know aren't there so I'm scared.
And I'm nervous about my gender psych evaluation. Like what if I mess it up and screw my chance of ever getting on hormones.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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When is your evaluation @The-red-centaur? Is there things you could do to prepare more?
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