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I don't see the point in living anymore. I can't. I've called helplines but tonight it's just not helped. I've spent way too much time in hospital over the years and nothings ever helped.
I have mtg every Friday evening and I have to doc beforehand.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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I got some good news from my counsellor this afternoon. The guy who attacked me is in custody again.
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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That is good to hear @The-red-centaur !!
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BlueBaySenior Contributor
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Good news @The-red-centaur
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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great to hear @The-red-centaur
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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Urgh I hate bulimia, half of a tooth just fell out. And I'm sick of it and my main symptom. But I can't stop and the stupid thing is I'm way too fat for an ED
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@The-red-centaur
Anyone can have an ED no matter the size you are. How you spoken to anyone about what's happening to/for you?
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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I agree with @Sans911 ...... size doesn’t indicate an eating disorder, and it is really important to talk to someone who can support your recovery @The-red-centaur .
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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@Sans911@Faith-and-Hope I'm really scared about telling people about my ED. Like what am I meant to say- I'm back, relapsing again. I've had an eating disorder from a young age and I'm always relapsing. Like I can go months without symptoms then bam I'm letting bulimia win again. I just need to lose the weight my meds made me gain.
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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Relapses happen @The-red-centaur. It doesn't mean your less deserving of help & support. If anything, you need it more than ever. Somehow, sometime you need to develop other coping skills. You know yourself the damage that is happening to you.
I've had ED before and I probably have a mild form of it now. I've always had weight problems my whole life too. So I understand a little of what you're experiencing. You can recover from this ED. Don't let it win again.
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