Living with Ourselves

Thank you for tagging me @Sophia1 I had a nice time with my mum although I always find it a bit of a stressful to be honest, I appreciate my time to myself .... I am a very independent pea. That is why I like walking by myself and not with other people I need time for me lol. I am sure many of us are the same on here.

Yes another birthday over and done with for the year lol next is my exs which is a simple text thank god lol :P. Lovely that you went to the movies with your younger son for his birthday. He will remember that. I remember my mother taking me to a variety of movies, musicals etc for my birthday. Haven't forgotten all these years later (Hair, Jesus Christ Super Star to name a couple).

I haven't gone back through the posts as yet but hope you are doing okish or better to be honest. Lots of love gp xxxxx

Hello @Zoe7

How is your back today?

Have you been back to the same pool...I think that you said after some research that one would suit you the best...

I went this afternoon...I really had to push myself to go....so freezing cold....the water was lovely once skin and water met...then of course the opposite happens...I do not want to get out....

The picture of Toby reminds me of a friend of my son's who had a dog just like that....the teeth always looked like a permanent smile on her face....

She certainly looks like she enjoys having her photograph taken too....

off to start dinner...husband out catching up with granddaughter...I am housebound still.....

wishing you and all others passing by on here a peaceful sleep....

perhaps speak tomorrow if you are passing...

take care

almost forgot my picture of the day....

meet my neighbours ....or should I say distant relatives of my neighbours....

my neighbours...there are about 16 of them I think at last count....all wear earrings.....some sort of hardwearing fabric decorated with a number....

they are so beautiful....I adore cows....

hello @Sophia1

hello @Bunniekins, @Former-Member, @outlander, @Zoe7

@Sophia1

My weekend was average. Just th same old stuff happening.

Mister is obedient when he wants to be.

I'm annoyed at the doctor. He has prescribed me something that will slowly and continually make me gain weight. I'm 140kgs as it is.

I'm annoyed at the other doctor for giving me his wife's psychology services pamphlet. And then tricking me into an appointment with th the psychiatrist. It was malpractice as far as I'm concerned. Now I'm left with no other doctors to see. And the repercussions of what they've done.

They just want people popping pills and coming back for more appointments. It's a conspiracy.

Eude.

Morning @Sophia1 i hope your appointments yesterday went well, or at least okish. I have read many previous posts here just now, and.....have no idea what I have read, though it all made sense while reading...I think. Obviously things are dark in my world, not unusual, but moments of light. What I'm actually trying to say in a very round about way, is I'm thinking of you, better leave it at that while it's making sense....I hope. 💛💕💜😊😊😊

@Maggie dear Maggie thank you for your like. I am sorry that you are feeling so down right now and am hoping that you will have some light, shiny spots fall on you today :). I am looking forward to my first proper run today. Was going to take and early walk but decided that a run later would be better. The bird life is brilliant when I go Galahs were everywhere yesterday and I am hoping the same today. I love watching them and listening to their crazy songs that they make they really are very funny birds.

@Bunniekins Hi little pea. Your run sounds lovely. I had magpies singing in my back yard the other day. They always manage to stop me in my tracks. You've been a busy pea of late, and sounding, I think, like you are in a goodish space atm. Thanks for the tag. Always good to bump into you, however brief or long. 🌸🌺🙃🙃

@Maggie Ahahaha! Maggie I love that upside down emoji I use it in rl all the time. Always great seeing your posts too 🙂 xx

hello @eudemonism

I attempted to write a response to you last night and today....

I ramble on and edited over and over trying to make it brief...

when I eventually attempted to post my edited response about 10 minutes ago....it had disappeared...cyberspace again..

so this time I am over this continually happening to me and I have posted a message on the feedback page...

I now have to come off of the computer as I have been on here too long ...my back is very stiff and hurting...

I shall attempt to respond to you later...

quick reply:

see the psychiatrist...trained in administering medication...needs to know about side effects

express your feelings of concern about weight gain....psychiatrist needs to know

you have every right to be listened to...respected...you are a valuable worthwhile person...