Living with Ourselves

Received with a warm appreciative smile @Glisten

many thanks

Sophia

Hello @Krishna

This is my only safe space on here when I visit now.

You can leave me a message here if you want to say something.

I will pop in here from time to time.

currently it is all fresh so will be keeping an eye out.

Take care

Sophia

My dearest @Sophia1 My heart skipped a beat seeing my kindred spirits name in notifications. Trying so hard to not allow the grief to be all and everything. Some days easier than others. My girl has slipped so far out of my reach now with substance abuse robbing me of the last threads of who she was. Her whole persona has shifted, no longer any sweet words even if used only for manipulation. Now only harsh heavy demands. I am desperate to float in the ocean, my saving grace, but water still freezing at this point. Winter feels extra harsh this year, perhaps because I’m ageing and I constantly feel this sense of urgency to see my girl but know the pain of seeing her in her current state and then driving home without her would be so so difficult. She refuses contact anyway 🥹. Still no other who fully understands this pain Sophia so very grateful that you have dropped by. Often in my thoughts. 🙏❤️

Sending you lots of tender hugs my friend 🧡 @Krishna 🥰

Thinking of you @Krishna ,

You are always in my thoughts and prayers. I will continue to stay hopeful for you.

OOh @Jacques

You have surpassed your achievements yet again.

It sounds deluxe.

I can only imagine how overjoyed and proud your mum was.

You are a wonderful son.

Brief replies are great. Some days we are drained or busy or just do not have words

Sophia

Take care

hey @Sophia1 i know sometimes you need a break and that's okay, i'm hoping you are ok and feeling safe here on this thread, i am happy to write to you and check in, just glad to see you seem okay

keep taking care of you, remembering that the breaks can help x

Hi @Sophia1 @EternalFlower

It’s my husband’s birthday today. He has made it to 65. We popped his seniors card application in the post today. Just to make his birthday memorable part of our front fence blew over. What a disaster! We rang the insurance company but they want to send their own repairer and the neighbour has a brother who can do the work and has replaced part of the fence before. So to keep them happy we will just go with the brother. I don’t know why the insurance company can’t just pay it out like they did last time.

How are you hun?

I hope that you are well.

I have been thinking of you.

I was really pleased to see you online the other day! I have missed your presence but I know you have struggled.
You do you and I will chat to you as you feel that you are able to.

Hi @EternalFlower

How are you doing?

thinking of you x

happiest birthday, how did he celebrate? @Oaktree making it to 65 is wonderful, many more happy years for u both going forward 🙂