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Living with Ourselves

Living with Ourselves

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First of all I wanted to let you know that I have conversed with all of you at some stage on both sides of the forum..

It was my intention to close two of my threads and change my name in the kindest way for all of you...

I commenced this process on the 12th March and today is the first day that I have access to actually post or respond to anyone....I was in the last couple of days able to register a new name and like some posts...

I am so sorry that my profile ended so abruptly that was definitely not my intention....

In fact if I had done it my way.. instead of thinking would be better to be guided through the process....I would have just written on one of my threads my reason for closing my account tagging you all in....then requested account to be closed and username put to bed so to speak

I have chosen to take this path in order to protect my family's sense of safety .. privacy...health..

Please let me reassure you that this has nothing to do with any members on here...

I have tagged each and everyone of you because you have given me support and invited me into a little of your worlds...priceless experiences...I have felt heard and valued on here....Thank you all so much..

Moving forward ...this is who I am now and hope to be able to converse on the forum living in the now not the past...therefore no mention of my previous username necessary...

If you do not know who I am...that is fine also...perhaps all of the above is not relevant for you..

take care

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Hello @Sophia1 Have been trying to string thoughts together to reply to your beautiful letter. Its hard.

Hope this finds you in good spirits. Back on solid food but meds are doing my head in.

@Owlunar I know you have had a rough time in hospital to and I'm sorry I could not be there for you.

@TAB well just thanks mate. sorry I can't always reply but I do play them, again and again. .

The autism defaults to abstract when I'm in a mess, good news for me, . . not so good for you is ,

yes , I'm still writing that sad crap that for sum reason brings me peace.

Cumulus

Throw back the drapes

on a disfigured room

But that old friend betrayed her

the silvery moon

Apocalypse skies raining

coal mine canaries

Crescendo of cries

blind broken wing fairies

So quick close those drapes

the reality reach

Belly up gasps

on a bilge oil beach

Passed between men

like a repurposed gift

Crawl through street gravy

in search of a lift.

Hearts discarded

like crushed paper cups

Trade all day in downers

for a hand full of ups

Search through fake lawns

till life's to soon over.

They prized from a dead hand

her false four leafed clover. . .

Sorry but the hospital gift shops empty, so thankyou so much to everyone, and will put some work in when I can think a little more main stream. @Appleblossom @Shaz51 @StuF @Thyme @Meg

@EternalFlower @LeChuck @TideisTurning @Clawde

All the very best folks tonys mb 1

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@tonys get well soon

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Sitting with you @tonys

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Gentle hugs @Sophia1 @Shaz51 @Clawde @outlander

@tonys May I steal your line ... "blind broken wing fairies" think it suits me to a T, cos I am always off with them ... lol.

Always good to hear from all of you. Is a tonic to my spirits.

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@tonys

So good to hear from you. I hope that you feel better soon.

Thinking of you dear friend. I answered the survey the other day and said that I would like it if we could lose our cloak of anonymity with some of our trusted forum friends. I had you in mind. Sitting with you holding your hand in your hospital room. Sneaking you in a drink or two. Can't wait for you to get home and get tales from your life. Here is a photo of a tomato to make you feel more at home. I think it's just a cherry tomato. I did plant some Rouge de Marmande's though. This one was a volunteer tomato from my compost.

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Lots of Love,

Meggle

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@tonys That poem is awesome. There is a true poet in you.

ENCORE ENCORE ENCORE

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@Sophia1

Hi Sophia,

So sorry that it has taken me so long to get back to you. I have been quite busy and I was struggling with technology to get my photos to convert so I could post them here. Apparently I had put live on my camera which confused my pc. Anyway here I am to tell you about my gardening exploits.

I have been really enjoying gardening lately. Just before spring I bought some new raised garden beds. I have put some beetroot and turnips in one. I also planted carrots but they didn't come up so I just resowed yesterday. I put in another row of beetroot and another row of turnips and planted carrots in the sides.

11 October 2023

The next raised bed has about 20 cos lettuce seedlings and I bought two mature strawberry plants to put in there yesterday. Will plant those out later today.

11 October 2023

The third raised bed has tomatoes, capsicum and teeny tiny eggplant seedlings.

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11 October 2023

The last raised bed hasn't been planted yet but I intend on planting some sweet corn into that. I have the seeds, just have to plant them!

Meggle

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Get well @tonys

and Keep Writing!

Please 🙂

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I have been a bit pained but it was so nice to be thought of by you @Sophia1 @Oaktree @tonys

Tonys I send you such hearty healing and I am sorry I wasn't here I struggled to read through things here as I was deep in my head

Meggle I hope u are feeling good and sharing ur joy here

Sophia I am so thrilled you are back it was wonderful to see your tag

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Dear @Sophia1

I have an experiment out the back with trying to grow watermelons and pumpkins. I am growing several different varieties. If they all grow I am going to be over run by pumpkins. I love pumpkin though so it's all good. I believe that if you cure them correctly, you can store them for up to a year. I put down a bag of cow manure for each variety and put a little soil on top to plant into. Here are a few photos;

Sugar Baby Watermelons 11/10/23

Kent Pumpkin 11/10/23

Golden Nugget Pumpkins 11/10/23

Butternut Pumpkins 11/10/23

Queensland Blue Pumpkins 11/10/23

I also have some Orange Dumpling pumpkins just germinating in the greenhouse. They are about a month behind the others. I bought the Orange Dumpling pumpkin to eat from a nice greengrocer and thought I would try and grow the seeds. It's quite similar to the Golden Nugget pumpkin.

I am also growing some mint, potatoes and a bay tree.

Common Mint 11/10/23

Two growbags of potatoes 11/10/23

Bay Tree 11/10/23

There you go, hope that wasn't too boring.

Lots of Love,

Meggle

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