Living with Ourselves

@maddison hey there mate , im not sure my post are making it through the machinery. Sent 3 Today. I will let you sleep T mb 1

Hey @tonys yes I have all your posts. Did you get my last message? Sorry, I think I'm going to bed soon. Will share lunch tomorrow /today?

Sleep tight friend.

Hi @tonys @Appleblossom @Sophia1 @Shaz51

@maddison hey there Maddison .. Wasnt anything in the mail box so i went rummaging through sane hallways , reading letters old and new. Every door seems to have sadness and desperation. Endless stories of people waiting , hoping , praying things will change.

For Maddison

She Waits

She stands on the bridge the ripples go by

Autumn leaves falling dreams slowly die

Was it her calling or was it her fate

The years she spent waiting and left it to late

and she waits

Innocent children and mothers with visions

endures the pain of their loved ones decisions

4 in the morning they havnt come home

Alone in the dark with her hand on the phone

All that they where and could ever be

Last leaf falls from her family tree

and she waits....

His wedding vows broken the day they where read

Years of silence and letters unread

In the arms of the lovers and flights far away

pretending rose petals in the place he once lay

Paper back novels a wine glass and pills

Thousands of pieces of hearts paid his bills

Making her plans through rain drops on glass

To feel her bare feet on the freshly mown grass

and she waits.....

She waits in her room for the party to leave

Depends on his mood she might win a reprieve.

Same painted bruised same old torn dress

For now she just better go clean up his mess

Wont do it again ..... yes i do understand

Feeling the wrath of the back of his hand.

Patiently bakes the arsenic in the bread

All that could be's already been said

suit case is packed and the metres been read

But frailty anchored her shoes made of lead

so she waits....

Wind rain and cold sweat and long summer heat

Leans on car windows working the street

Night after night repeating her lies

of paradise islands in the pools of her eyes

The lines on the side walks extend to her face

Human stain endless pain hard to erase

The air ships of dreams that fall from our skies

The gardens abandoned for crooked bow ties

She passed that cold night now her waiting is over

She now waits for me as she lays in her clover

Now i wait

The song at her wake just too sad just too long

So lets leave where we are and go where we belong

Wait no more

Every day is a new years day.. a gift to be unwrapped.... a chance to begin again

@maddison @Sophia1 @Appleblossom nature lover and all the others that have been kind to me.

Happy new year

Was it her calling or was it her fate

The years she spent waiting and left it to late

and she waits

Innocent children mothers with visions

Bareing

Ach @tonys So sad and beautiful.

Yes waiting forever is not good.

It really touched me and I do not want to add more for now.

Thank you.

Hugs @maddison @Sophia1

@maddison opps sorry mate , wrote you a poem , and then forgot to sign it.

Hope you are ok...

tonys moon base one

@maddison Thankyou mate. You earnt the effort i put in to our friendship. Honesty and loyalty. and you write me.. When I look at the last year,.... well you shine mate.

I'm going down to the river for the night because the back packers and some of local folk are having the run off the place, bit too much for me. There young and alive and what i dont see,....... well i dont care any way... I'm having a big feed of yabbies. I wont have reception down there so im blowing you big strawberry new years kisses and hugs now, and we will share a picnic tomorrow arvo after my brain has come to terms with the bottle of Cointreau they just shoved in my jacket.... HAPPY NEW YEAR MY BEST MATE..... tonys moonbase one❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ yes mate my emoji's skies the limit💕❤️🤣😍😂😊😘😁❤️❤️❤️