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Thinking of you during this difficult time @Sophia1 . Take care of yourself my friend.

Virtual hugs, RedHorse 🌹🐴

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Roar loudly @Sophia1 🦁 Your son is lucky to have you in his corner 💖 Do not worry at all with catching up with anyone nor being here when you can't - your son and your own health are most important. We will all be here for you if you need to reach out and in the meantime sending you so much love 💖💖💖

Thinking of you lots my @Sophia1 ❤❤❤

Hi my dearest friend @Sophia1 it is OK, please don't be upset I had a nice day with my mum and partner. There will always be next year, glad you are taking some time out for you.

Hugs my dear friend, so excited to hear about your gardenia I must love the new location and its gift to you is beautiful flowers.

Jacques

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I fell to the hard tiled floor as the chaos ans confusion took over..my mind and body crashing as one, in a straight line almos,t on my side..

my husband heard the crash and it tiik mr some time to come out of shock

fast forward emergency hospital catastrophes in 3 - 4 days to get pain relief

12 days later orthopaedic surgeon performed operation on double fracture.. ball and socket of right shoulder as emergency

brain clinic scan due to bump heavy bruising near temple

further drama..mess ups

home

assessed have osteoporosis.. post concussion -brain clinic rehab 3-4 mths then reassess

word displacemement

what is memory?

not capable of administering my own medication

cannot walk outside on own

attendind phtsio..gentle exercises

son out of psych hosp unsure when could not take calls

registered nurse from support accomm rang about 11pm he had not been there for two days and had then sent nuse message discharging himself

had not taken meds with him

dangerous sudden stop schizophrenia and anti psychotic drugs

psychs had discovered 2 new sides to him in hospital from previous history of so many detainments diff hosps

have stepped bac until he takes some accountability

I hve been with him threwb his life struggles for 34 years

will always be waiting when he again starts to do some of the work..no more cash

he will always be my son and never lose my love..

I am a shadow of who I really am

mum nearly 96 fast onset dementia over 2 wks on medication which now increased.. moods settling

sister has agreed to move forward..i insist if unhappy or disagree time out no more blame ..accept each as who we are

time will telll

worn out trying to get help for next couple of months to help husband who has own health issues

the medical system needs to be scrapped and restarted modelled on asian and nordic systems

sorry if missed anyone I cannot remember names of people in reality

left hand hard to write..and slow hence illegible

i have no energy to give

you all know including those missed how much i care

sending love hugs peace hope

united

mh stigma in medical world let alone mh medical systems is rife with stigma

watcg q&a only skims the surface

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ps am supposed to stay off of computers due to concussion

if anyone notices someone whom I have missd please help me and add them

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omg that's terrible @Sophia1 hope things get better. Sorry to hear you are injured

OMG @Sophia1 you poor thing! I am so sorry. Really hope things start to improve for you very soon. I say this from hospital myself, where I have been now for almost 4 weeks. Sending love and hugs.

Emelia 💖