Living with Ourselves

@Sophia1

hello @outlander

was going to send you a message about two hours ago and then thought disappeared along with goodness knows how many others...

how are you? how is that hand? any more test results??? diagnosis ? medical appointments are the pits aren't they....

I am also thinking that you are very busy with your new art interest...looked it up online...very interesting..very much an area that you can put your own mark on too .....

haven't been able to set aside an area in the garage because of upcoming more inspection by appointments and open inspections...I do hope it gets sold finally...

am off to sister's tomorrow because of opens until sunday....on my own and no internet! no virtual friends! finish reading books...can't get comfortable enough to do colouring in...have a mindfulness book...did work for a time....nice book ....

will look for tranquil spot to visit mindfully and post

yes....can see myself here already....floating on my back in that beautiful clear blue water.....

dreams

hi @Sophia1

ive actually been offline for around 3 days. i havent been going well at all and shut down completely.Still not going that great but just a smidge better then the past few days. i have to do xrays on friday and see the hand specialist on monday. we were going to start abit more but wanted to check healing first before moving on. my nerve are quite shot so atm my exercise is to take the splint off for 2 minutes a town and stroke my hand on a towel so that the nerves start to register abit.

ive had another test done and yet again another diagnosis for my health will need to be abit careful with this one.

im not too busy with my art. ive run out of paints and havent been motivated enough to do anymore yet. but thats ok, no rush really. ive just designed my new artist signature as well.

oh bugger, i do hope a sale comes up soon so you can set up an art place for yourself too.

enough about me though, how are you going? hows your pain? mental health?

oh that pic is gorgeous- when are we leaving to go there lol?

I am already there..beat you @outlander

sorry to hear about setback with hand...good that they are on top of it..

Another diagnosis as in on top of one already? Don't remember that..

no need to discuss on here though...

main thing is that you look after you...have faith in your doctor and ask a zillion questions like I do..far better than dr Google...

taking time off is a good decision for self nurturing....we have to be on top of our mental health too..

you have been through so much for someone of your age in the time that I have known you..also have responsibilities re your family...

so time out for you is a must..

Do you like going to the shops...pictures...I know that you like horse riding...can you manage that at the moment with your hand?

A nice massage or treat for you...something to save for?

I must get some sleep...if not on tomorrow morning will be back Sunday or Monday due to house opens

take care xx:face_with_rolling_eyes:💝🌹🌾🌷🐾♥️💚💜🐴

Do love your avatar @outlander

not been sleeping..strange dreams..away from home..

back now..have internrt.very late ..will write better response hopefully tomorrow xxx💝🌷💜💚👀🐴

@eth

thought better to write to you over here...am trying to adhere to the preferred style of writing on the forums..as in sticking to the subject on each thread...

I copied what I had written and now is lost in cyberspace...

I wonder if all of my lost inspirational writings ever meet up in cyberspace...or perhaps collide...mind wandering

9 days to go until your magical tour...

can you tap into your philosophical mind and start imagining the different stages and sights of your journey ahead?

I will leave it at that for now..as you might just want to be left to your own thinking...

either way understand...want for you what you feel intuitivelyxxx

Hi @Sophia1 yes lost posts disappearing into the ether is really frustrating. I think they go to one-sock-heaven!

I will keep the focus on AAT/NDIS til the hearing happens and focus on details of my trip after that. Cross-eyed with reading my AAT file this morning.

Thanks for all your encouragement. I hope today has nice moments in it for you and that your post-op recovery is progressing well.