Living with Ourselves

@Shaz51 Hey Shazola! 🙂 How has you day been?

@Sophia1 Hey Sophia1 my dear friend who goes through so much with grace and dignity. Who I remember everytime I see a cow. (private joke everyone :)) Love peaxxx

Dear @Bunniekins

Sorry had to edit ...did not make sense..hoping it reads better now..

I found some different cows today whilst visiting the area where my son is building his home...I took some photographs in the rain..

this land will eventually be sold...

son and I want to hide the cows .....somehow I think they will be noticed...missing at first...rather obvious in the back garden mooing later on...

he is so like me in many ways and loves cows too.

I have to wait until husband shows me how to download them as he has rebuilt the hard drive bit and I cannot fit the cord in to download the pictures..

techno stuff..

There was also a mother duck with three young ones on the road...so I slowed down carefully and saw them safely disappear into the bushes...

We have ducks where we are building also...

Do you have any animals nearby or any pets ? I cannot remember if you have mentioned this before or I might have missed reading it..

take care dear pea

love Sophia 💚

green heart for a lovely green pea..xx

@Sophia1 Hey Sophia1 great hearing from you :D:D:D:D! Cannot wait to see and show the cows to son2:) very thoughtful of you to think of me like you do everytime you see cows. I know what you mean re hiding the cows.... at son2's high school there was a pig in the ag section. Son2 loved that pig. Then one day pig was gone and son2 isnt stupid he knew .... he came home so upset. I rang up the school saying I would take pig and pig was already at the slaughter house ..... still upsets son2 to this day.

We have a very spoilt rabbit . He sits by my chair most mornings while I am on the computer. He is toilet trained but still gets up to mischief like Peter rabbit from the story of 'The tale of Peter Rabbit by Beatrix Potter' :). Love peaxxx

so hard to deal with @Bunniekins when noticing that animals are no longer around..

I have found myself upset many times even as an adult..associating with farmers where animals .have a working purpose..including putting food on the table..stems from way back..

I still don't want to know...

I do understand completely how your son felt and yes that is intelligence..perception..

my family member is similar..

Beatrix Potter has a strong meaning for me. I read many of her books to my boys..My dad used to collect some figurines for his grandchildren..

We had a pet rabbit when we were in our early teens that someone stole...very distressing...

enjoy your day precious pea...

love Sophia 💚.

Hello @outlander

Your surgery appointment is nearly here...

I do hope that you have some rest between now and then.

I found myself thinking about the time after the surgery before I went in...that helped for me..

wishing you a comfortable, stress-free recovery from your normal every day...allowing you time to recover..

take care

love Sophia 💛

Hi @Sophia1 regards depression . I researched stinging nettles and their sting. And apparently they inject bits of serotonin into via really small needles on their leaves. Hence why it stings when you touch them . So this year when i done my weeding i kept it in mind . May be something there or maybe not something there.

You are one very organised person @outlander

dare I say overworked..

however, you are not me, you are also much younger than I am.

When I was your age I later realised that I was used as a door mat..

I lived in some sort of haze and assumed that it was my purpose to be there for others..even as far as listening to their every word..no matter how boring or negative..

What I mean to say is that you are the only one who can work out what is best for you..

so on that note ....do not rush on the day.,...drive carefully...

don 't forget to breathe..

then before you know it you will be waking up and it will all be over..

will be thinking of you and wishing the best for you

love Sophia xx