My journey

That sounds interesting @Former-Member but good to hear you are ok and thank you for checking in with me. I have seen you on another thread a bit and pleased you are branching out a bit - and you have provided great support - really impressed Hon

Yeah that part of my life will be over @Zoe7

Think I am making the right decision for both of us. Need to do what’s best for us.

Just really needing change

What are you letting go @Former-Member - is it work?

One day hopefully A LOT but yeah work @Zoe7

You have been struggling with the way you are treated at work for a while now @Former-Member so it doesn't surprise me. Have you got a plan on what you will do instead until your course begins next year?

Not really feel like I am living in a prison most days @Zoe7 everywhere

Keep feeling like I am getting punished for my own mistakes and made to feel guilty for others mistakes @Zoe7

Feel like I am relapsing with my eating disorder too. Just flat today

It might be good to consider planning some things for yourself to do so you don't feel like you are 'living in a prison' mst of the time - any thoughts on what you could do @Former-Member?

If I keep punishing myself I then get punished too @Zoe7 can’t handle it

Flat days suck @Former-Member - hard to get motivated to do anything when you are feeling like that. Just concentrate today on the things you can control - maybe take your daughter to the park, get some fresh air and a little exercise to clear the mind a bit.