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My journey

Unknown userMember21 Mar 2018, 6:19 pm AEDT

My journey

@Former-Member It's pretty hard when I do eventually open up
I remember what happened when I did prior then too a longgggg time ago. I was attacked!!! I am attacking everyone
Hence my song the other day on a music thread.

I don't expect responses and I don't feel left left out I have made it this far on my own and hid what i have been through repetively at times. It does not matter what I do when I don't talk about it I am doing something wrong when I do talk about it I am doing something wrong again

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Unknown userMember31 July 2018, 8:23 pm AEST

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Not tomorrow @Zoe7

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Zoe7Senior Contributor31 July 2018, 8:26 pm AEST

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Can you do something with her tomorrow then @Former-Member - go to a park, bake a cake together, make some cards for each, pick some flowers ...something to bring a little colour into your lives.

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Unknown userMember31 July 2018, 8:34 pm AEST

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I should just go into a mental hospital or be done with it @Zoe7 EVERYTHING GOT TO ME, there isn’t any way of getting through this. I don’t want to try and I don’t want to feel the pain anymore. My daughter will end up hating me anyway because I am taking it out on everyone

No one ever cared and that’s the truth

people say I am moving forward... No I am just dying inside more and more everyday and can’t get all the voices out of my HEAD

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Zoe7Senior Contributor31 July 2018, 8:40 pm AEST

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You have had a massive shock today Hon and that would rattle anyone. You are going through so much and have been suffering for some time - the @Former-Member I am seeing now is the one I was seeing before you went away where nothing seems to be going right for you. You had a good trip away with your daughter and shared some great moments - do you have photos from your trip to Brissie that you could print and put into an album for you to both decorate tomorrow - something practical you can share but creative at the same time.

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outlanderSenior Contributor31 July 2018, 9:28 pm AEST

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hi @Former-Member

it seems to have been really rough for you the past few days! @Zoe7 has given some really good ideas with doing something with your daughter.

It sounds like your considering hospital, do you think you could find someone to watch your little one for a few days?

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Unknown userMember31 July 2018, 10:15 pm AEST

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I hate all of it @Zoe7

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Zoe7Senior Contributor01 Aug 2018, 7:05 am AEST

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Leaving these for you Hon @Former-Member

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Unknown userMember01 Aug 2018, 6:46 pm AEST

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Think the worst thing is I am aware how much I have hurt people but I am hurting and can’t cantrol how I feel either. I am up or down and out or brutal though too brutal.. and everything else

Just don’t really see positives... only problems

Thanks for the flowers @Zoe7 I have no idea who I am anymore with all the mental issues I have. I am feeling everything

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Zoe7Senior Contributor05 Aug 2018, 1:54 pm AEST

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Checking in to see how you are travelling @Former-Member

I am doing ok - have had a headache for a few days - think it is from the new med I am on - hopefully once I get used to it the headaches will disapper. My sleep has been up and down - been waking up really early and still having nightmares but I am lasting throughout the day mostly without having to sleep again.

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Unknown userMember05 Aug 2018, 2:09 pm AEST

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Hope the headache does ease when you adapt to the medication.

I’m ok @Zoe7 felt a bit of shock the last few days. Worked yesterday and was close to tears a couple of times. Just really needing time to myself lately to get myself ok

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