My journey

I have been really struggling for nearly 2 weeks now @Former-Member but I am not feeling as unwell tonight as I have been over the last 4 or 5 days. I have had antibiotics and they seem to be clearing up my chest infection - hoping my mood will start to improve a little also now I am feeling a little better physically.

Are you getting excited now about the move?

I think a lot of what you have been going through lately has been heightened by the stress of the move too @Former-Member - moving, even if it is somewhere you want to go, is stressful. I am really looking forward to it for you - somewhere for you and your daughter to have a better life than where you are now - that is something to look forward to Hon

It is entirely ok @Former-Member I like chatting to you Hon I think it is really positive that you are aware of how you are feeling and making a real effort by seeing your doctor tomorrow to stop the slide to rock bottom. Sometimes when we can feel it coming we don't have the energy or insight to head it off - you are doing everything you can to stop that slide - that shows your strength and desire to want a better life for you and your daughter and I am so proud of you

Basically misassumed and told me i wasn't trying to help myself and there are other ways to treat ptsd such as visits again to the physcologist and mind therapy treatments without that form of medication. It ended up in an argument and i was told to find another doctor. I told him i wasn't going to become addicted to it but he just kept saying No..........

Hoping to get into another doctor.

I hope you get into another doctor @Former-Member - sometimes we need that change to find someone to listen and then help.