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My journey

@Former-Member It's pretty hard when I do eventually open up
I remember what happened when I did prior then too a longgggg time ago. I was attacked!!! I am attacking everyone
Hence my song the other day on a music thread.

I don't expect responses and I don't feel left left out I have made it this far on my own and hid what i have been through repetively at times. It does not matter what I do when I don't talk about it I am doing something wrong when I do talk about it I am doing something wrong again




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I can get all the care in the world it does not erase my memory. I remember everything!! That's part of the reason why I am struggling & HATE. I remember when I shared things with the wrong people....

I was so loving & everyone was just full of s**t....


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Hi @Former-Member - checking in to see how you are travelling tonight.... how was work and did your little girl do anything interesting at preschool? Been thinking of you today Hon

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Works -work at the moment
Still feel the same as yesterday. Yeah she had a good day

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I know it is hard to find the positives in life right now @Former-Member but try to keep focussed on the move coming up and how much better you are going to feel in a new place, a better environment for both you and your daughter - it is a brand new start (as we have discussed before) - it is just the waiting and all the other 'stuff' in your head that is getting you so down. You can get through this Hon and I am walking along with you

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I hate my mind... I am off to sleep...just tired

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Sleep well @Former-Member I will catch up with you later Hon

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Is it wrong for me to just not care about a lot of things anymore? Like it all got to me now I just feel hate hate hate most days things
I am probably too blunt & outspoken at times
The doctor said to me I can see what is happening here and I said to him what can you see? he said nothing and I left :face_with_rolling_eyes:
Just moody as

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@Zoe7

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I have been there before @Former-Member - it is not a nice feeling to not care about anything. Others have given me some great advice when I have felt like that and that is to see the smallest things that you do care for - for me that is Toby and Cat - for you it could be your daughter. I know that you get a lot out of work too but that can often feel like more of a chore than somewhere you find that little bit of happiness.

Try not to think about the really big things and concentrate more tonight on the little things - a nice warm cuppa between your hands, the smell of your little girl, fluffy slippers wrapped around your feet providing warmth - whatever you can do to feel those little things Hon.

I am not sure why your doctor would say that to you and then not elaborate - seems weird to do that!

Moody is ok - that is what we are here for - to support you when you feel like this @Former-Member

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I am half tempted to quit my job after Saturday...I am not agreeing with the standard of the spa & it is going against what I believe in as a therapist
It's wearing me down..
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