My journey

Hold on for now @Former-Member and maybe look for another job in the meantime. You still need to be able to live and you move soon.

I can hear in your posts that you are feeling worn down - you have been dealing with so much so take it easy on yourself Hon - work is just a means to get incomce for now - just get through each day, get paid and look forward to moving.

I have a permanent seat on Neptune if you would like to join me there @Former-Member I chose Neptune because it is the blue planet and that is what I feel when I need to sit there - blue!

I understand that feeling that someone is trying to be the 'boss'. I shared a class with another teacher - she only worked with the kids for one day on her own (we worked together for one day also ) and then I had 3 days with the kids - she would never leave the work that she was supposed to then try to take credit for how the kids were improving - I simply bit my tongue and left it alone because there was no way it was going to change. Sometimes we need to do what we can to just 'put up with' things so we are the ones with the moral high ground.

Do not be sorry you have vented Hon - I told you I would walk along with you and I meant it - you can vent as much as you like and I will continue to listen @Former-Member

Life just plain sucks sometimes but that does not mean that it is always going to be this way - I am holding out hope that this statement is true myself.

I do think you are tired and dealing with a lot - and our minds begin to play tricks on us when we are tired or 'fed up' - that is ok - that is why we are here - to help you get some of this out of your head for a little while.

Keep talking here @Former-Member - you are being heard

Your choices of study sound so interesting @Former-Member - that is definitely something you can work towards especially if it is a real passion Start looking around now for some courses - would give you a real focus for when you move too.

I hear what you are saying about that other employee - that is tough to have to deal with - it just adds to your workload

It is very cool on my planet - Snowie sits with me a lot up there and we look down on the world and let everything just happen around us. That is my new philosophy of life right now - it can all happen around me because I am so sick of it happening 'to' me - I know you get that too!

My eyes are beginning to close here @Former-Member so I will have to say goodnight. I hope tomorrow is a little easier for you - I will check in with you to see how you are travelling tomorrow night