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@Former-Member It's pretty hard when I do eventually open up I remember what happened when I did prior then too a longgggg time ago. I was attacked!!! I am attacking everyone Hence my song the other day on a music thread.
I don't expect responses and I don't feel left left out I have made it this far on my own and hid what i have been through repetively at times. It does not matter what I do when I don't talk about it I am doing something wrong when I do talk about it I am doing something wrong again
I want to be alone I don't want to be around others that pretend they care or get something from me. I have nothing left to give anyone I am exhausted
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Unknown userMember
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My boss has put me on but I don't have the motivation currently so I will just fake another day & pretend everything is fine with everyone becomes a talent after a while
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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Getting ready to move is no doubt adding to your exhaustion levels too @Former-Member - you have had a lot going on lately. Once you get to work you will enjoy being there but it is hard to find the motivation to go when you are feeling like you do... faking it is probably all you can do for now just to get through each day. Is it next week that you move?
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Unknown userMember
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In a months time though I just want out right now. The unit makes me feel depressed and lately I haven't wanted to be here at all I sound ungrateful but I am just not happy no matter what anymore
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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You have been so excited about the new start for you and your dauhter that it is no wonder you just want to be moved @Former-Member
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Unknown userMember
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Hi @Former-Member, I can hear how much you are struggling tonight. I sent you an email earlier with our contact details attached. We are here until 10pm tonight if you want to call us or log onto chat for extra support. We would like to be able to help you stay safe.
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Unknown userMember
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I think contacting @Former-Member is a good idea @Former-Member,
I've been to a similar place as you and to get out of it i needed extra care. Hope you seriously consider Mangos advice.
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
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hugs @Former-Member
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Zoe7Senior Contributor
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@Former-Member I am going to say goodnight to you now Hon - I have had my meds early tonight to try to sleep early. I will check in with you tomorrow - try to enjoy work the best you can tomorrow and I am sure your little girl will have some preschool stories for you. Goodnight Messygirl
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