Connect with people who understand what you are going through, seek advice and surround yourself with support. We're free, anonymous, and professionally moderated 24/7.

47,612Members
1,358,869Posts
1,400,000Visitors

My journey

Unknown userMember21 Mar 2018, 6:19 pm AEDT

My journey

@Former-Member It's pretty hard when I do eventually open up
I remember what happened when I did prior then too a longgggg time ago. I was attacked!!! I am attacking everyone
Hence my song the other day on a music thread.

I don't expect responses and I don't feel left left out I have made it this far on my own and hid what i have been through repetively at times. It does not matter what I do when I don't talk about it I am doing something wrong when I do talk about it I am doing something wrong again

1096 replies

241 - 250 of 1,096

1...24 25 26...110

In response to: My journey

Zoe7Senior Contributor27 Apr 2018, 6:42 pm AEST

Re: My journey

It is draining having to be a mum on your own @Former-Member - you never get a break - I hear you Hon

Some days are like this but remember you have had some really good days lately and the move is stressing you too. Often things we are looking forward to can also add to our stress and when we have arguments with those close to us it feels a bit like the walls are closing in on us. Give yourself a break Hon - you are doing an amazing job - being a single mum, working and trying to provide a good life for your little girl - you have a lot to be proud of.

This tough day will be history soon and you can start a new one tomorrow.

I am here listening and helping you get through today though

In response to: Re: My journey

Zoe7Senior Contributor27 Apr 2018, 6:44 pm AEST

Re: My journey

As patronising as it can seem sometimes @Former-Member - just breathe - take a moment for yourself to calm your breathing - it really does help!

In response to: My journey

Unknown userMember27 Apr 2018, 9:29 pm AEST

Re: My journey

It never stops. I am now going into work tomorrow otherwise I know I will hate myself for not going & letting others down
Just a wreck currently
I still have so much to do tonight
Just all I wanted today was 5 minutes just to pull myself together alone hasn't happened yet @Zoe7

Thank you for the support

In response to: My journey

outlanderSenior Contributor27 Apr 2018, 9:44 pm AEST

Re: My journey

@Former-Member 💕

In response to: Re: My journey

Zoe7Senior Contributor28 Apr 2018, 7:59 pm AEST

Re: My journey

Been thinking of you today @Former-Member and hoping you are having a better day than yesterday

In response to: My journey

Unknown userMember28 Apr 2018, 9:44 pm AEST

Re: My journey

@Zoe7 Cried a bit today on the way to work, just build up of multiple things....
I get so upset at myself when I lash out at others. I know I am still hurting over multiple things as well. Things still are weird between my mum and myself. Still feeling overwhelmed. Thank you for the support. I keep getting angry & irratable and impatient over everything. Thought back to about a year and a bit ago today and it just made me sad and just writing it makes me want to ball my eyes out.
Just so mad at myself all the time cause I keep remembering how I was when I didn't feel broken and just seems that everywhere I go I am just moody, tired and genuinely not happy even when pretending I am.
I just want the lost feeling to stop and the pain. I went to work it was just hard getting through it everywhere I go I just feel genuinely s**t

In response to: My journey

Unknown userMember28 Apr 2018, 9:47 pm AEST

Re: My journey

Thank you @outlander It's real hard at the moment. Sorry you are struggling as well

In response to: My journey

outlanderSenior Contributor30 Apr 2018, 12:22 am AEST

Re: My journey

Im sorry its so hard for you atm @Former-Member
Has today been any easier for you?

In response to: My journey

Unknown userMember30 Apr 2018, 12:35 am AEST

Re: My journey

Mainly having feelings of being overwhelmed today but I will always be overwhelmed so not much can change that. I will feel that for a long time, just overloaded

In response to: My journey

Unknown userMember30 Apr 2018, 12:41 am AEST

Re: My journey

I have booked in to get my car done tomorrow and furniture should be arriving tomorrow as my little girl likes jumping on the bed -IT KINDA BROKE it's work & preschool for the rest of the week hope you are ok tonight @outlander

241 - 250 of 1,096

1...24 25 26...110