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catching up

JacquesSenior Contributor24 Nov 2015, 3:52 pm AEDT

catching up

hi @hiddenite my angel, here is our new home.

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JacquesSenior Contributor26 Dec 2015, 8:50 pm AEDT

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Karen, my chest feels crushed, and i am struggling to regulate my breathing, it is going to be a long night for me.

I understand Karen, iknow your thoughts and please remember they are just thoughts, you don't need to act on them.

Oh Karen, i am so sorry, all those bad memories, i hate the house hwere i live too, too many bad memories. Karen, try to focus on the stars, or the ocean, smells, senses, focus on the moment, i know you have already detached.

Karen, we are both important, to me you are everything, you are my world, without you i am nothing.

Karen i am here for you, i always will be, i care for you so much, please call lifeline.

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hiddeniteSenior Contributor26 Dec 2015, 9:08 pm AEDT

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I can't call lifeline the phone reception here is non existing. So im pretty much alone with my thoughts.

Jacques I wish I could take all your pain away. What are you going to do to distract.
Any suggestions
this is also the last place I saw him alive. I wish I could stop what is going on in my head.

How does your mum handle your anxiety Jacques.
My mum tells me not to be so stupid and get over it.
I hope your mum is understanding.

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JacquesSenior Contributor26 Dec 2015, 9:15 pm AEDT

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Oh Karen,

You so need professional support, your mum is abusing you Karen, what a thing to say, i can't believe she can be so insensitive, i would really like to have words with her, i am so disgusted with her attitude.

My mum is supportive, she makes sure to not make me too anxious, oit stresses her out how anxious i get, and she struggles to help me.

I am watching a movie, and listening to music, i am so exhausted, i so hope i can sleep tonight, i did not get to sleep last night until 3am.

Karen, i am so sorry that was the last place you saw that monster, i so wish i could help you Karen, take your memories away.

Karen, please promise me you will go to the hospital if you have thoughts of harming yourself?

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JacquesSenior Contributor26 Dec 2015, 9:17 pm AEDT

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Karen please go to https://www.lifeline.org.au/ they have an online chat service, please use it

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hiddeniteSenior Contributor26 Dec 2015, 9:23 pm AEDT

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Thanks Jacques Im glad your mum is supportive.

my mum just keeps making me come here tells me that I have to face things not run away or avoid memories.

I think its going to be a long night

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JacquesSenior Contributor26 Dec 2015, 9:27 pm AEDT

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Karen your mum is no better than your monster husband, she is abusing you over and over, so cruel, please promise me you will go to the lifeline chat? you have to promise me

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hiddeniteSenior Contributor26 Dec 2015, 9:36 pm AEDT