catching up

As i said Karen let things move at their own pace, it is such a shame your parents have been detrimental to your health not a help. my heart goes out tot you Karen, it must be so hard.

Tonight well, i am talking to my best friend, and watching a movie, it is called Argo, it is about the Iranian revolution, i hope it is good, so far it is.

What are you up to my angel? how is Mr Elf going? what are the girls up to?

Oh My angel, i have been missing our little chats, i have been missing you.

Oh yes, i can imagine, the little bundles of energy, it is good you get some down time of a night.

Oh good for you my angel, getting any good tips? i can't watch them, it gives me too many ideas 😄 i was hoping to get another room painted before Christmas, but i am too exhausted.

Oh my, Mr Elf has them fooled, haha, i bet they are so excited about Christmas, they are so lucky to have vivid imaginations, i so wish i was a kid again.

Oh that is great, i am sure they will be happy in their room too, and i am sure you will be happy to have your room back, it will sure make hiding Mr Elf easier.

My angel you ca nnever bother me, you just keep chatting away, i am really enjoying spending time with you. 🙂

OMG Karen he sounds amazing, you know the yhave surgery now so he does not have to be a man anymore 😄 Karen you must see the irony that i am a man and you are not scared of me, i am so proud of you Karen. Please my angel, i am so happy you can have a laugh, you have put a smile on my face, you are so sweet.

I am lucky too Karen, you are scared of men, i feel so lucky that you aloowed me to be your friend, i feel so blessed.

Lol, oh yes Karen, those reno shows, i have so many ideas, i don't think even a lotto win would not be enough 😄 thay are so good to watch though, seeing the finished product is amazing, i so wish i could reno as good as them.

Yes i understand Karen, this is all new, i struggle with decisions too, i think this is hightened in us with the anxiety, we do over think, but try to see that as a positive Karen, if you really think hard about a decision you know you are making the best choice you can.

you need to start allowing yourself to take charge, you are a woman, you are free, you are strong, you just don't know it. Karen their is no rush for anything, i am learning that bit by bit myself, the house will be thier Karen, you own it, move room by room, take your time, it took me 2 weeks to paint 1 room, it took me 2 months to put in a new bathroom, i did not rush, i did work when i felt like it and left it when i didn't, no pressure, you need to try to d this too.

You are such a awesom person Karen, you are capable of so much more if you had the self esteeme, you are so smart, so handy, you can do whatever you want Karen, only you are holding you back.

I am glad i made you smile Karen 😄

I so wish we could share photo's i would so like to see what you look like too, if you have your Teddy or your girls teddy handy just look at him, i am a little taller 🙂 with a little less hair 😄

My angel i think a hug is in order, you are so sweet and kind.

my image of you is a lovely lady with long white wings, who watches over me with a halo over her head, that is what i think of when i think of what you look like.

My angel, i would not matter to me what you looked like, you have shown the most beautiful part of yourself to me, your mind, your heart and your caringness, nothing else matters to me, looks are so low on the list of my values, intelligence is more important to me, we seem to have so much in common, we like the same things.

haha, yes, i shave often, so not much hair, i just hope i don't run out of shaving gear 😄 tonight has been so nice Karen, thank you, i am so lucky to have a friend like you, you make my life worth living. 🙂