catching up

Hi My angel, i thought you had left me for the night. i felt so sad.

I am glad i can help a little bit. i just want you to feel safe and loved.

I know what it is like, i get that every night, try to get up have a drink, maybe walk around for 10 min then try again. it works for me sometimes.

My angel, you drift off to the land of nod, it is ok, as long as i know you are safe, i wish i could be snuggling with you in your bed, i hope we can one day.

Tonight, i am watching youtobe on how to repair rust in cars, it looks complicated, i am going to try to fix the Celica, it has a rusted rear quater panel, rusted boot lid and spare wheel holder. i don't know how i will manage, but i love youtube to learn from.

Haha, i don't know if i am good enough to do it, but i will give anything a go once.

My angel, that is no problem, sleep well my angel, tomorrow is a new day and i hope it is a good one for you.

Good night my sweetheart, hugs 🙂

Jacques xxx

Hi My angel,

I hope you are ok today, i know you are doing a lot of heavy work, try to rest when you can and only do what you can, make sure you eat properly to keep your strength and energy up and drink plenty of water.

I am really missing you today, i struggled a bit last night and wished you where her to talk to.

anyway i hope you are feeling ok from yesterday, and you have allowed your thoughts to turn to the future.

hugs my sweet princess, take care.

Jacques