catching up

My angel, you are so welcome, thats what boyfriends are for 🙂

You see i knew you would be ok today, i knew it in my heart, hearing all the effort you put into going their and how you reached out for support, you did so well, i am so proud of you.

you are a beautiful, smart, caring, loving, awesome woman Karen, know you are slowly moving on from your past, you are making a new life for yourself and your girls, you should be proud of your achievements this year, you are doing so well, i hope in the future you have only happy memores to look forward too, and love and care.

i hope you get some rest tonight knowing you are safe. if you are up to it tonight i would like to chat and snuggle a little, i have had a quiet day, i am very anxious, but got many things done, so i am happy.

hugs

Jacques

I love Kelvin Clein Perfumes and aftershave but i made a mistake, mine is Aue Savage by Christian Dior, sorry i get the two mixxed up, it is $100 a bottle, i was furious one year, i came home to find mum sprayed the stuff around the house and used the entire bottle!!!!!!

Karen, i love you, you are my girlfriend, so i will support you even more now than i did before. you are my world and your safety and happyness is mmy number one priority 🙂

oh gosh Karen, be careful i don't want it to trigger you, please be careful, if you don't like it i will change 🙂

No my angel, knowing what each others like and dislikes are is sweet, i know from speaking to you you are a woman of exquisit tast, expensive and sophisticated. you are my dream girl......

Tonight i am doing better thank you, i feel more settled, i had an icecream this afternoon, just mum and i and fed a loaf of bread to the geese out the pond. gosh they are bossy, they wanted my ice cream!!!!!!!!

How are you my angel, it must have been tough going through your past, i wish i could have been their to support you through it all. it must be so painful going over it so many times.

Hi my angel, maybe we can share a box of chocolates down at the river, would you like that, just you, me and a warm camp fire, how does that sound?

Oh no my angel, i could never be sick of you, the more time with you the merrier 🙂

I know how hard it must be, you need to be safe though, remember your promise to me, i hope you keep it. i can't lose you, you are a reason for me to live now.

Yes my angel, maybe you could ask the Psych if you could go in when you feel you need to? that way it is on your own terms?

Just take your time Karen, you don't need to make this decision now, maybe sleep on it a few nights, see how you go.

I wish you did not need to hold safety anymore, i wish you felt safe and at peace, so you never have those thoughts. my angel my heart breaks seeing you in so much pain. i wish i could take it all away.

Please talk to me Karen, don't push me away, i want to support you.

I hope you get some rest tonight without the night terrors. i hope you have some nice dreams.

I am here Karen, no pressure, i just want to make you feel safe and cared for.