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catching up

hi @hiddenite my angel, here is our new home.

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One day someone is going to hug you so tight . That all the broken pieces fit.
hugs karen

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Jacques please don't shut me out let me support you.

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Karen, I am shaking so bad, i have tears in my eyes, but I can't cry. Why does my life have to be so difficult. I was trying to get home so fast, I was driving so dangerously, I should not be driving, I am a danger to others.

Karen, I feel so alone, I am scared Karen, the dark thoughts are back.

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Sounds like things are feeling pretty bad tonght @Jacques - you have lots of people here who care about you. you're not a lone here. remember lifeline can be helpful at times too, please take care,

lj

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Jacques do you want to sit with me for a while.
Please j tell me what do you need

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Yes Karen, that would be nice, I don't know what I need, I just don't know how much longer I c an keep doing this, I have had 3 big panic attacks today, and their is something wrong with my lungs, I can't breathe, they feel like they are full of liquid, I feel like I am drowning.

I was coughing up blood a few months ago, maybe it has something to do with that.

I so hope it is lung cancer.

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Jacques please you need to take some time to get you breathing under control.
you know how to do it. Maybe go outside and look at the stars while concentrating on your breathing.

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I am sorry Karen, I should have stayed away tonight, thank you for supporting me, all of you @Appleblossom, @Shaz51 and @Former-Member.

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Did you see the girls today?

Karen, I am trying so hard to keep my breathing under control, I have IBS now, gosh I am in a bad way.

OK deep breaths, I am trying Karen.......

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I am exhausted Karen, I am going to try for some sleep, sorry I could not be here for you tonight, I wish I could be strong like you.

Bye Karen, sorry. Speak tomorrow.

Jacques
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