JacquesSenior Contributor
catching up
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catching up
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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Karen ,their are some interesting articles online about body memories.
Oh my angel, it is so sad that you are still suffering, it breaks my heart, i wish you could have those memories erased, i hope one day you can feel safe and not scared any more.
Oh my angel, it is so sad that you are still suffering, it breaks my heart, i wish you could have those memories erased, i hope one day you can feel safe and not scared any more.
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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My angel,
Please remember you can always leave if you become too unwell, you need to care for yourself so you can care for the girls.
hugs my angel, you are in my thoughts always, you are not alone, i am their holding your hand.
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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h my angel, i wish you would not push me away, it makes me feel so helpless, knowing i can't hhelp or support you.
please stay safe. thinking of you, missing you a lot.
get some rest.
Jacques x
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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Oh Karen, mum is in a bad way again, the rash is really bad, I can't sleep because she may need to go to the hospital again, I am so exhausted, their is so much pressure on me, I have to keep the peace, and keep everyone happy, I am so tired Karen, I want to sleep so badly, it is going to be a long night. Sigh 😞
Hope you are getting some rest.
Wish I was not in this house. I want peace again.
Jacques
Hope you are getting some rest.
Wish I was not in this house. I want peace again.
Jacques
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Unknown userMember
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Oh dear, your poor mum, do try to get some rest just in case you do need to drive. please be safe, I hope they find something soon that will help calm these symptoms that your mum has!
Hugs
Lj
Hugs
Lj
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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Thank you @Former-Member, we think it is anxiety related, mum is so exhausted, she almost was balling her eyes out last night, she is at the end of her limits, i am really stressed and anxious because of it, she has so many health problems, she is going down hill fast, everything is too much for her, she is struggling to cope.
it is still very tense in the house, i hope things settle down soon.
I had to fight so hard with urges of SI last night, they where so strong, i just wish it would be peaceful in the house again.
sorry for the rant, hope you have a nice day @Former-Member
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hiddeniteSenior Contributor
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Hi jacques Im sorry I wasn't there for you last night. I fell asleep.
how is your mum today? I hope she us a little more settled.
Jacques im not trying to push you away but I am mindful that also have alot going on as well. I want you to be able to stay safe.
well the easter bunny has been the girls have had some chocolate for breakfast
you are in my thoughts j im so sorry I missed you last night.
hugs
karenxx
how is your mum today? I hope she us a little more settled.
Jacques im not trying to push you away but I am mindful that also have alot going on as well. I want you to be able to stay safe.
well the easter bunny has been the girls have had some chocolate for breakfast
you are in my thoughts j im so sorry I missed you last night.
hugs
karenxx
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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Hi Karen, mum and my aunt had a big fight in the car on my way to my other aunts place, I can't handle it anymore I am shaking so bad, I am sitting in the car by myself, they have gone inside, I just want to cry but I can't I am really struggling, I don't want to do this anymore, I just wish I was an orphan so I do not have to deal with this, mum is so red I the face, I am worried she is going to have a heart attack. My aunt has threatened to move out.
What a terrible day.
Sorry Karen, I hope yours is better than mine.
What a terrible day.
Sorry Karen, I hope yours is better than mine.
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hiddeniteSenior Contributor
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Oh jacques im so sorry that your day has deterioated things seem to keep escalating. Is there anywhere else your aunt can go to stay?
What can I do jacques to help.
you know that you are not alone I am here to help and support you.
I hate to see you hurting.
sending you gentle hugs
Karen xxx
What can I do jacques to help.
you know that you are not alone I am here to help and support you.
I hate to see you hurting.
sending you gentle hugs
Karen xxx
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JacquesSenior Contributor
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No Karen, I keep moving away from them but the follow me, I just can't get a break. I am so exhausted and triggered I am scared I am going to lose it. I am trying to breath and we'll breath.
I have another 4 hours of hell, I don't know if I can cope. My aunt is having so many paranoid thoughts, mum is stressed and I am shaking like a leaf.
I don't know how to deal with this.
I wish I was in your arms away from every one, just you and me.
Hugs, thank you for being here, I have limited Internet so I will speak to you tonight.
Hugs my princess
Jacques x
I have another 4 hours of hell, I don't know if I can cope. My aunt is having so many paranoid thoughts, mum is stressed and I am shaking like a leaf.
I don't know how to deal with this.
I wish I was in your arms away from every one, just you and me.
Hugs, thank you for being here, I have limited Internet so I will speak to you tonight.
Hugs my princess
Jacques x
