catching up

Yes, it is becomming more and more, i think this is part of the reason i can't sleep at night, too many outings, but it makes mum happy, and as you know i will do anything to make mum happy, just like with you and the girls.

Anyway ithankfully i will be able to just sit outside on my own, she is very understanding and allows me to be. so it should not be too stressful.

How are you my friend? i am still trying to think of something for what we discussed this morning, i want you to be safe, i will do anything for you to be safe. i think of you often, i am so happy you are going to try with the jelly beans.

hugs my angel, it is so nice talking to you again 🙂

What are you up to tomorrow to distract? you need to make sure you keep busy before your appointment, i know how scared and stressed you are. maybe some mandala or organise things for the house. maybe look at some colours, etc.

I know my angel, i am trying to slow down, but so much needs to be done, now with my aunt comming things need to go even quicker.

Karen, i am so devistaed you still want to hurt yourself, it is ok Karen, it did not upset me about what you said, i do understand, i go through the same thoughts and feelings.

Karen i do hope one day you love yourself enough to not want to do that, you are such a wonderful person with so much to give and recieve. you will find your inner peace, you just need to give it time, you will get their 🙂

I know how scary it is and it is a big decision, but if it means you are safe, it might be worth thinking about, especially with depression some people have good results. anyway their is plenty of time to think about it, when you feel ready and you have made a choice you are comfortable with.

I will always be here for you my friend, you are so good to me, and i will do anything to keep you safe.

Good night my sweet princess, i hope by now you are sound asleep, it is almost 1am and i am wide awake, thinking of you my friend, trying so hard to think of ways to help you.

I hope i was not to forward today with my messages, i just wish we could speak openly about everything. you are my best friend and i want to tell you so much.

Anyway gentle hugs my angel, my thoughts are with you. goodnight.

Jacques

Hi my angel,

Sending you well wishes for today, i know it will be tough, but stay strong we will work together to keep each other safe.

Gentle hugs my angel, i am so proud of you 🙂

Jacques

Hi @Jacques and @hiddenite hope you don't mind me popping in to say hello 🙂

It sounds like it's been a tough few days but it's great to see you continuing to support and encourage one another. I just wanted to let you both know we have Topic Tuesday happening tonight from 7pm. The topic being discussed is "Managing and Changing Your Thoughts". In other words... how does the way we think influence the way we feel? This is bound to be an interesting and informative discussion. Feel free to come along and join in the chatter. Even if you don't feel like participating, it might be a helpful way to distract tonight even if you just wanted to sit in without contributing. Take care of yourselves guys.

Hi My angel,

I hope you day went ok, my thoughts where with you all day, i did not go to my aunts, mum and i are going Friday instead.

I hope you manage to see whatever recommendations come out of this report you see this as a challenge and not a failure on your part. Karen, i am so proud of you for doing everything possible to keep yourself safe. any finding can be fixed Karen, you just need to work at it, and i will be beside you ever ystep of the way.

hugs my angel and a virtual bunch of roses 🙂

Jacques

Karen, my angel, the positive is you now have a goal to work towards, getting custody of the girls, that is your positive, you can have something to drive you into the future.

I know how hard this is for you, i just want to cuddle you and protect you from all this, i wish i could.

i am ok, my aunt will be here next saturday i found out today, it is all a bit of a stuggle for mum and me at the moment, mum is even axious about it.

Karen, i will be here to support you tomorrow, please reflect on your meetings and find ways to turn this into a challenge, something to grasp for the future. you can do it, i know you can my friend 🙂

gentle hugs my sweet princess.

Jacques