catching up

Hi Karen, sorry to get you into trouble with the moderators, i got a message too 😞

Karen i will try to think of something reguarding what you have said about SI, i am also asking for a meeting with the moderators for us to be able to discuss certain topics without impediment.

I am trying to help you Karen, i am sorry if i have caused you trouble. i do think it is a good idea to give you mum the meds, i know it feels like you are giving her more control, but at this point in time it is about keeping you safe.

Sorry for the delay i have spent all morning at the doctors with mum, she has a bad rash, looks like it is anxiety related, gosh another way i have ruined her life 😞

Gentle hugs my angel, we will work through this together, i am willing to help you any way i can.

Jacques

No need to be sorry my angel, it was my idea with the jelly beans, i am still thinking about the other thing, when i think of something i will let you know. you don't cause trouble my sweet princess, you are just reachign out for help, i am so proud of you for that, you try really hard to keep yourself safe.

I am not angry with you my angel, i could never be angry with you, you are too kind and sweet 🙂 i am just frustrated, their are things we need to talk about and we seem to get stopped speaking about these things, to me and i know to you this is so important to keep you safe. my suggestion with the jelly beans i thought was good, but i was not allowed to mention it, i am not sorry i did, but that is just one example of trying to keep you safe and not being able to.

I know, yo uare probably right, i am trying to pretent to be happy about my aunt comming, to give mum less stress, i think she is buying it, but i am really struggling with it. my aunt quit her job on Friday, so she will be here any day now, i just hope i can cope with it for mum's sake.

hugs my sweet princess, i hope we can chat tonight, i am missing you my friend, you are the only one who really understands. we have a special bond, you are closer to me than anyone in my life. thank you for just being you 🙂

Jacques

Hi My angel,

Gosh sounds like you are all having a tough time at the moment, i am glad the doctor did that, i hope it helps, i know my angel, it is so tough for you and must make you feel worse, all you can do is be their for her and make sure she feels safe and comfortable. i am sure a good hug from you will help 🙂

I hope i will be able to support you tomorrow, but mum wants to visit one of my other aunts, so internet might be a bit of a problem, but i will try when i can. just try not to over think it tonight, what will happen tomorrow will happen, all you can do is be honest and show how much you love the girls.

Karen, i hope things get better for you in the near future, i just want to bundle you up in my arms and give you a big cuddle and tell you everything will be alright.

I will deal with it Karen, i have you for support and guidance, knowing you fight on each day gives me strength too 🙂

gentle hugs my angel, my thoughts and well wishes are with you and the girls.

Jacques