catching up

I am my angel, i have been doing it for about 2 min now, i need to do the breathing too. please do it with me Karen, deep breaths in through the nose and out through the mouth.

try jiggling your hands too, it might help slow the shaking.

i hope you are ok my angel, i am sure you are busy, i hope you get some rest.

I really miss you, hope we can speak tomorrow. hugs

Jacques

Oh that is ok my friend, i thought you may have drifted off to sleep, would you like me to stay with you until you go to sleep?

That is fine, i would like to spend a little more time with you too 🙂 i am so sorry you are feeling alone, you are never alone my friend, i am only a message away.

I wish i could be their to make you feel cared for, would you like to chat about anything? i am happy to listen if you like.

I am sure i can find a little space on my lounge for you my friend 🙂 it isn't creepy it is nice 🙂

I suppose you have another busy day tomorrow? i am going to try to sort some paperwork, it needs doing before my aunt moves in, we are trying to clear out a room for her.

I have to pull apart my sound system too, i only just got it all set up, but it is in her room.

I am going to try to make a quiet space for myself i nthe shed so i can go out their to read or do computer stuff, or chat to you in private.

gosh it is going to be a huge change, i am not used to having to share anything. i am trying to sound more positive for mum, i think she is buying it, she seems less stressed.

Hey Karen, just a quick question do you prefer Manual or Auto in cars? i ask because i have always driven manual and i can't for the life of me get used to the camry being an auto, i am so used to braking with gears, i find myself braking too late in the auto, any tips would be appreciated to get used to the auto.