catching up

oh i just looked it up on google, but the ones their have nipples for the hose to go onto, my motobike, it is just a straight screw, still the jar idea still sounds good, i am going to give it a try, i will let you know how it goes.

Once again thank you, i would be lost without you. i am still nervous, baybe because it is my first time working on an engine.

i have been checking all the bolds 3-4 times each to make sure i have done them up, i think my OCD is very high, i keep thinking i have forgotton something. maybe my anxiety too. i struggle with anything new.

OMG Karen, yes please remove all your tools, if you keep them in the truck, make sure you cover them while they are in your truck too, put a towel over them or something, if anyone sees them through the window they bay try to get into your 4X4.

i understand Karen, i know it is so hard for you, the only thing i can think of is go to bunnings and buy a new door lock when they are finished, you can buy them for like $10 - $15 then when you have finished the house buy some good ones.

Good night My angel,

Karen you and i are so alike, i would so love to do a car up, i have a 1982 celica i would love to restore to new.

I don't dream, but believe it or not, you are the first thing i think of when i wake in the morning, and the last thing i think of of a night.

Karen, thank you so much for tonight, i have enjoyed it so much, you are such a wonderful friend, i am so lucky to have you in my life, thank you.

Jacques

My mother bough new the 76, 78, 80 and 82 celica, she absolutely loves them, i really want the 1999 celica.

I loved crusing around when i was 18 in the celica, it feels so sporty, i still get a kick out of driving it.

I wish you didn't dream too Karen, everything is blank from the minute i go to sleep till i wake up, no dreams, no nightmares, the only thing i get is extreme panic when i wake up most days.

Karen you are right, the simple things in life.

Karen i so wish i could take away all the bad memories, i wish i could suffer in your place so you could be happy. you deserve so much better memories. I do hope one day you can dream of me or your future than the bad stuff.

I will hold your hand tonight, only good dreams.

Morning my angel,

I will try, i did not sleep well.

My thoughts will be with you today, i know it will be tough, yes my angel you are right, deep breaths, make sure you fit a treat in for yourself too, you are doing so well.

Karen i will be here all day if you need some support, i will be holding your hand all day, if you get scared or feel overwhelmed, just imagine me standing beside you, you may have to look up,

Karen you will be in my thoughts today, thank you for just being you, thank you for being my friend.

Good Luck