catching up

Oh my angel, you rest.

I will watch over you tonight, it is my turn to keep you safe 🙂

Sweet dreams my princess, i can't wait for tomorrow 😄

Jacques

Hi my angel, i am here, feeling low too 😞

Karen, i think they did that to make extra sure you are safe, i know it is noisy, could you ask one of the nurses if you can have some ear plugs? i know they help me, i get very jumpy now with noise, especially mum because she bangs a lot of things my nerves are so on edge, i use ear plugs for most of the day, i can still hear but it stops the loud noises. please try it if you can.

Karen, i am so sorry you loath yourself so much, i rally can't give you advice as i feel the same about myself, Karen, all i can say is it is our minds playing tricks on us.

I am proud of you for seeking help, even if it has made things worse, at least you are voiceing your concerns, you deserve much better treatment and respect than you are getting.

Karen, my angel, vent here whenever you want, i am here to support you and care for you. sometimes it is good just to get things out of our heads, write them down.

I am proud of you for getting angry and frustrated, at least it is some emotional release, i wish you could cry Karen, you sound like you could really use a good cry.

gentle hugs my angel, i wish i could be their to protect you.

I am here for you my friend.

Jacques

Karen, my sweet angel, i am always by your side, you are never alone, you are in my heart always.

please feel free to release your emotions, at this point any emotional outlet is a good one.

Please be gentle with yourself. I am just going to make some lunch quickly, be back in 5 min 🙂

Today is 1 chicken and tomatoe sause sandwich and one pork and apple sandwich 🙂

I am really low my friend, i had a terrible night of panic attacks and restless leg syndrome.

Today, i checked the mail and that is about it 😞 very lazy day.

Oh gosh you are reading about me Karen, you can't get more outback than where i am 🙂

It is nice to let your mind drift to another place, i often dream of being back in Brisbane or near the Deli's in Melbourne 😄

It is good you found some reading material you can read, i have found some magazines are good too, the articles are not too long. do you read woman's magazines? woman's day, new idea, cosmopolitan?

haha, oh my angel, i keep forgetting you are not into the girly things 🙂 wow i suppose you have read wheels magazine, Motor, 4X4 Australia? i used to get the hot 4's Magazine when i was in high school, i always wanted a series 6 Mazda RX7, the 13b rotary twin turbo model.

gosh i suppose you are not into the Japanese cars, but i love the small turbo 4 cylinder cars, mum is thinking about letting me do up her Celica, strip it down pull the engine out, fix up the body work and respray it. we can't seem to let it go, mum bought it 6 months before i was born. The last car she has ever owned.

I hope you enjoy your lunch Karen, surly the hospital can make lunch ok.

Hugs my angel, i might try for some rest, i am so exhausted, hope we can chat this afternoon.

miss you my friend.

Jacques