catching up

Karen, i don't know how i can express how much you mean to me, i hope my words do not lose their impact i think you are wonderful, i know i keep saying it, but you have been a great friend to me, you cared for me when no one else would, you where their when no one else was, you picked me up when i fell and saved my life.

Karen, i owe you so much more than i can give you, i feel so guilty i can't give you more support, you have done so much for me, you have been my friend for the longest time, i have never had a friend like you, you never made fun of me or judged me or put me down.

you are wonderful Karen, a wonderful friend, my guardian angel and my princess.

i care for you so much.

All i can say to you is what he did to you was not our fault, you did nothing wrong, you have been used and abused Karen, through no fault of your own.

Hugs my angel, things will get better in time, i will be by your side, i will not let you fall.

Hi @Jacques,

Shall we build a fire (let's pretend it's a cold night) and get the marshmellows ready?

@hiddenite perhaps you might want to snuggle under a blanket, while we gather wood?

Oh i know my angel, please drink plenty of water with the anti biotics, you need to flush the bad bacteria out of your system. the medication should work by the morning.

I so wish i could take away your pain Karen, i would happily take your medical condition if it ment you did not have to suffer through it, i have had it 5 times, i know how bad the pain is.

Karen i promise the tablets work fast. they did for me. just stay strong. and rest

hugs my princess. you are doing so well, i am so proud of you making it to the doctors today.

hugs my angel, find your inner child, you deserve happyness, you deserve love, you deserve friendship.

here for you forever.

Jacques

hi my angel,

it is 1:30am, i can't sleep so i thought i would just say hi, missing you a lot, worried about you so much.

i hope tomorrow is a better day for you.

hugs my angel

jacques

Hi Karen,

Another terrible night, i did not get to sleep till 4am, i am so exhausted, panic attacks are getting so bad now, i am half asleep writing this message, it is starting to affect myy moods badly.

i am really starting to wonder if it is something physical, i tried to do some gardening and was exhausted after 2 min.

anyway i just wanted to let you know i miss you a lot and i hope you are safe.

hugs

Jacques

Hi my angel,

I am really worried about you, last night you sounded so low, i do hope you are ok, i miss you so much Karen, please be safe.

hugs my friend. look after yourself.

your prince 🙂 Jacques

hi my sweet princess,

yes it does take it out of you, i did get some rest and am feeling much better. just about to make dinner and thought i would drop you a line 🙂

Oh yes my angel, i thought you owuld sleep all day, have you been taking your medication? my angel, that was fine, i knew you where unwell, that is why i kept leaving messages, give you something to read when you felt up to it.

i am proud of you my angel, you keep fighting and you managed to make it to the doctors, rest my angel, i hope your little ones have been fussing over you 🙂

hugs my angel, i miss you so much.

Jacques