catching up

Karen ,can you at least try to ring them and tell the mthe situation and that their is very little alternative. who knows they might be able to fit you in somehow? it is worth a try?

Sorry my angel, i am so tired, i did not sleep last night, i am exhausted, i will continue this afternoon to try to find alternatives.

have you thought of trying to get a nanny or an au-pair to look after the girls?

Sorry my angel, i hope i don't sleep too long, sorry i can't be of more help.

Karen here is some information for a "live-in" nanny or Au-pair in the Melbourne area, i hope it helps.

http://www.liveinvictoria.vic.gov.au/living-in-victoria/education-and-childcare/childcare

Hi My angel,

wow your mum is making sure you can't get help, please try to ring your treating team tomorrow and explain the situation to them, see if they can figure out a plan for you to get the help you need and the girls cared for.

i hope you managed soem rest this afternoon, my thoughts and well wishes are with you.

Jacques

Hi My angel,

I hope you are safe this afternoon, i a mreally worried about you, i hope the dark thoughts have eased a bit and you can get some rest.

i am here if you want to talk.

Hugs my angel

Jacques

Hi My angel,

I hope you are safe, where ever you are, i am worried about you, and i am so sorry i had to sleep this afternoon when you where in such distress, i just can't help it, i can't sleep of a night and the afternoon is the only sleep i get.

thinking of you my angel, hope you are safe, would like to have another night like last night, i really enjoyed it, it was nice to dream.

hugs, lots and lots of hugs

Jacques

Oh my angel, i have been so worried, hugs, hugs, hugs 🙂

I have missed you so much this afternoon.

Well this afternoon, i managed to go out isde and clean all the spider webs off the house, and got my hair trimmed, which was nice.

how are you tonight my angel?

I know my angel, that was a silly question, i am sorry 😞

My angel, i know you are low, but you are definatly not hopeless, you are my strong princess, you are trying so hard to reach out for help, i am so proud of you for that.

please take @Former-Member advice about your treating team tomorrow, you really need to let people know how unhelpful your mother is.

my angel, would you like me to help you distract tonight? what would you like to start with?