catching up

Well guess what, you have a friend, and not only that, you have a best friend, and a Prince 😄

i wish i could cuddle you and tell you things will get better, it is only temporary Karen, these feelings will not last.

i am always here for you, unconditionally 🙂

you are the best friend and princess anyone could ask for, you are my world, you are awsome 🙂

Well today,

I spent the morning in the front room of the house as one of the AC's packed it in yesterday, then i was worrying about you, then i had to fix up the greenslip and rego on one of the cars, then worried about you some more, then i spent the afternoon helping one of mum's friends with their computer, came home then got really worried about you when their was no post, had some dinner, and here we are.

The chickens spent the day scratching about and Miss piggy spent the day in her mud bath, she looked like a Mohican with the mud on her face 🙂 we got a cool change come through about 6:30pm, it is so nice here now Karen, i think it will be 15 degreese tonight.

after tea i measured up the timber i need for the new AC readdy for tomorrow, they have them on special at the moment so i am going to town tomorrow to buy one.

Sorry my angel, i just lost a post, 😞

my angel, you have lost so much of yourself, we all have, but it is what you do with your future that matters.

you are my world now Karen, i woory about you because you are my friend, i will always worry about you, i always have.

my angel, i know how the mind can play tricks on us, we just need to stay safe until the feeling pass.

Karen @hiddenite

Are you ok?

I'm feeling worried about you.

CB

My angel, you are my friend, i will worry about you always, i have ever since we met, as i said you are my family now, my feelings and thoughts are always with you.

I just wish their was a way i coudld take away all the hurt you are feeling. you deserve so much more.

my angel, Is there something that you can take for the twitching? Maybe go to a pharmacist and see what they suggest?

i know you are struggling my angel, that is why i was here for you all day, and i will be here now, i know how tough it is, and i know the urges you are having, i have them too, you help me push them away from me so i don't act on them, please Karen, don't act on your thoughts, they are only thoughts, try to focus on the good, the things you have learned, your girls, your new home, all the good things in your life now.

Karen,

I have emailed you, can you please get back to me?

@hiddenite, as we have agreed in the past, if you are feeling distressed, perhaps it might be helpful to discuss what's upsetting you. If you are unable to do this on, it might be helpful to contact crisis support.

CB